NY SLIDE LXIX: LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, PLEASE!

 

                If there was anyone in the auditorium on the Principal’s side that morning,
                someone who viewed her with considerable sympathy, if not bursting
                affection, it was Mrs. Haliburton; seated in the second row, chatting away like
                everyone else, until from the corner of one eye she sensed the anxiety
                Principal Wamp must be feeling. Mrs. Haliburton tried shushing everyone
                around her so things could get started. It was a gesture Principal Wamp
                noticed and acknowledged with a weary, grateful smile.

                Mrs. Haliburton understood what Principal Wamp was going through as the
                first woman to be appointed to run John Wayne Cotter H.S. The first woman 
                of color – her mother was Philippine, her father American, though she looked
                more Philippine than American. Her skin was almost white, bearing that fraction
                of difference that, in someone holding so conspicuous a position, would not go
                unnoticed.

                She tested the microphone; she looked around as if she’d misplaced
                something; she said something to one of her assistant principals in the front
                row, walked back to the podium and stood ready to begin her presentation.
                The buzz in the auditorium would not let up. Principal Wamp touched up her
                hair and waited.

                “Ladies and Gentlemen!” The microphone squealed and grated the nerves; she
                looked at it in an amused, horrified way; the buzz in the auditorium swelled.
                “Ladies and Gentlemen, if I can have your attention, please, we have a lot to
                get through this morning.”

                Getting them settled proved always a difficult proposition, more difficult that
                it ought to be. She’d arranged a welcome-back morning breakfast spread in
                the cafeteria, after which they always straggled up to the auditorium, still
                munching and sipping. She'd spoken to her assistant principals about the need
                for a tight schedule on this first day. Teachers should be handed a program of
                activities; they should be reminded they were back to work, ready to care of
                business especially at the September start.

                   This morning as she entered the auditorium, with her important guests and
               their ground-breaking news, she was almost flattened by the noise level,
               laughter and chatter coming at her over rows of chairs in anarchic waves.

                   Above the din someone was playing the piano – it looked like Mr. Bobcombe,
               the band instructor, bald and bulky on his piano stool and singing some
               jazzy melody; turning the auditorium into a jazz club, or a cocktail lounge.
               And – please, heaven help! – there was one of the teachers, that short eccentric
               woman in the English dept. who taught Drama, her skinny body perched on top
               the piano, pretending to be swoony with desire for Mr. Bobcombe.

                    Her visitors shifted restlessly in their seats, their visitor conversation
               exhausted. She caught the Superintendent looking at her, smiling patiently.
               Principal Wamp rallied her flailing spirit.

                   She fiddled with the microphone, adjusting it up and down; and now, finally
               losing patience, she raised her voice, meaning to signal she’d wait not a minute
               more. “Ladies and Gentlemen…LADIES AND GENTLEMEN…we have a lot to get
               through this morning.” Something caught in her throat; the faculty buzz slowly
               subsided.

               And then the microphone squealed and went dead. Fortunately, Mr. Dalghetti
               who
was in charge of rigging up the system hurried to the front of the stage. She
               could
wait no longer. Leaning forward on the podium and trusting to the
               acoustics of the
hall – at least until Mr. Dalghetti got his wires and speakers
               functioning properly –
she launched into the welcome-back speech she’d
               prepared.

               Mr. Dalghetti signaled the address system was working again. Principal Wamp
               tried it; it screeched and howled. She recoiled, “It’s working too well now, but
               better too well than not at all, right?” she joked. Then she touched her flower-
               pattered scarf and ran her hand down the side of her dress; and she smiled a
               dazzling smile now that the problems had melted away and everything was
               finally set and ready to go.


POEMS FOR PROFESSORS OF TIME (& ISLE MORES LIVE)

 

                                                                                                  for Imhade U.

                                                                                    I

                                    
                             
When did they come ashore? like hook-hand pirates? Look,
                              there! end of the road Brazilians encamped, at the other

                              the Chinese; for oil or gold or fairy tale treasure, boat loads
                              of exotic diggers feeling up day breaks for confrontation:
                              her island sweet pepper bush against new buccaneers.
                              Coast inlets breached? who let them stay?
                 

                                                                      Those bamsies elected for siren
                              escort Hollow Follow! with posey pot players’ big
                              belly work on stage
wanted limbo exchange for her currency
                              of years. Flambeau
heart, upwind in flutter – ground here?
                              she’d wing,
move time flickering elsewhere.

                                                                                         II

 

                               She spoke of new city life, migrant reservations,
                               family embers who’d shout cook old bird foods
                               when Italian pizza was just around the corner, and
                               that speared meat, what’s it called? and
                               dips in swirled jamoony sauce.

                                                                                   Well, when I came,
                               fleeing the sirens of bamsies on stage, you could stroll
                               fabled streets, stop shop book titles in windows.
                               You hope to face the day seized with iSpace? memory
                               links hand held?  plus island cultivations? not even
                               the genuine article, east of real India, Africa west.
                               A real Gucci would joust you off sidewalks; unzipped
                               Japanese girls know possibility plays, they climb glass
                               mountains with eyes wide closed and parasols.


                                                                                        III

                               Pledge set eyes awed, a survivor tending futures!  
                               next thing you know, from orchid pink lips, “Enough,
                               Tuesday chippin’s under wearing. Let me twine
                               myself with thee.”

                                                                After shared talk laugh sighs,
                               what purpose?
Caught, they’d send her home, I’d lose
                               my tenure.
“I’ve stripped to my soul for you – off
                               with alarm.”

                               Ok, here’s a gate, garden, felt paths to pact. First, huddled
                               hugs like snow down feathering the grass. Something more
                               comfortable?  this thick white blanket on our landing
                               green, the stars aligned, a tiled roof Eden rented
                               for one night.

                                                                                IV

                                                                      Hard shipped to toil on island
                               shores of cropped compliance, cut last for crossing fresh,
                               who knew what port we’d find, fearing the gods
                               Date Due. Sure, fast fattened cell mate hips, sky vault
                               brick glass guarded; nights we’re too tired to take
                               breath deep. Here you get old by the hour and paid;
                               an icy wind feeds longing to the eye.
                                          

                                                                                      Curved kite
                               dancer of unknowing, dare I grade you up away?
                               down bite marks in the margins? Yes, we're tested;
                               not much from script; with each limb bare you
                               stretch raise torque up rush.
                                                                                         -W.W.

                                                     

 

 

                                   AFTER WORDS,

                                                         you embraced me
                                  as though you were rescuing
                                  a child out of the quicksand
                                  of a floundering desire,
                                  but who the child, whose the urge?
                                  And did the tongue of fire fusing
                                  your breast and mine utter not
                                  only recognition but
                                  also dismissal, a kind
                                  of farewell manured by good
                                  common sense fed by the fear
                                  of drowning in the maelstrom
                                  of our own insistent flames?

                                (from “Gift Of Screws” by Brian Chan)

 

 

 

Review Article: MIXED RACE, TROUBLED HEART: Mittelholzer’s “Sylvia”

 

                Near the end of Part I of Edgar Mittelholzer’s Sylvia (1953), the central
                character, Sylvia Russell, barely 14-years old, still a student at Georgetown's
                Bishops High School, experiences a moment of trembing self-discovery. She is
                standing naked in a hotel room in New Amsterdam, looking at herself in the
                mirror. She is worried about letters she has found in her father’s jacket,
                letters from his mistress; and snapshots of the woman posing naked on the
                Seawall; confirming what people had been whispering, that her father was “a
                rake”.

                    Sylvia is a mixed-race girl. She has begun to wonder what life holds in store
                for her in Guiana of the 1930s. She idolizes her white father. Conversations with
                him have always informed her maturing girlhood. And at that moment, curious
                about her pubescent stirrings, his words give her “a sense of consolidation”.

                    "Ignore the vapourings of people. People suffer from fear. People are
                ineffectual escapists. People strive always to side-step reality, because
                reality baffles them, or is more often than not ugly or terrifying. Reality
                generally carries with it the threat of death – or discomfort.” (p. 108)

                     It might seem a bit of a stretch, allowing such thoughts to surface through the
                mind of a 14-year-old, but in this stroke of startling illumination Mittelholzer
                shares something in common with the American writer Ayn Rand who through
                conversations between characters would insert the philosophical principles that
                underpinned their decisions and behavior. (Think of Roark’s arguments in the
                Fountainhead.)

                Wilson Harris takes this literary device to upper sphere levels of often
                impassable prose, his semi-mythical characters becoming mouthpieces for
                counterpointing visions and interlinked identities across rivers and continents.
                But Mittelholzer, always the grounded realist, his characters relieved of weighty
                symbolic duties, rivets behaviors in the reverberations of the individual’s time
                and chosen place.

                This is British Guiana in the 1930s. Georgetown like some multi-tentacled beast
                is slowly emerging from the mudflats and swamps of plantation politics. A
                mishmash of estranged souls struggles to establish a society, setting up
                boundaries defined clearly by profession, race, residence, religion, property,
                skin complexion and other pedigrees of separation. Within this turmoil of
                colonial differentiation, Mittelholzer reminds us, men and women must find
                mates, sort out the belongings of love, consider marriage.

                    At age 14, mixed-race Sylvia seems less interested in the large umbrella issue
               of ethnic identity. Uppermost in her mind are approaching adolescent anxieties:
               with whom could she fall in love? what was it like to have sex?

               And whom would she eventually marry? The Portuguese boy she really likes (he
               goes to St Stanislaus College, but he’s not from “the coloured middle-class”, the
               group her father considers right for her)? Or Jerry, the young man with “good
               hair” she meets one day, his handshake “powerful and masculine”, but his
               manner and accent a bit on the crude side?

               The struggle between desire and restricted choices, her ‘terrifying reality’, could
               resonate just as powerfully with 14-year olds of mixed or unmixed blood at B.H.S.
               today – daughters seemingly more secure in their ethnic identity; bombarded by
               the “vaporings” of newspaper sophists, but facing a similar pattern of stifled
               possibilities; and unlikely to hold intellectual conversations with their worried,
               race-
conscious fathers.

               Sylvia was published in 1953, years after Ayn Rand’s most popular fiction (The
               Fountainhead
), but their concerns would seem to be similar: the individual’s
               struggle for dignity and independent thought, the refusal to sacrifice oneself (in
               the colonial context, the emancipated self) to fashionable ideals, the importance
               of scepticism & reason when faced with populist rhetoric or (in the global
               context) fundamentalist orders.


                                                           ≈☼≈

                

                    Sylvia is often referred to as a novel about race & tropical sex (“She violated the
                taboos
”) and one can see why. Sylvia’s father came from England to build a
                bridge over a river in the Interior. He stayed on and met Sylvia’s mother “dark of
               skin and dark of eyes and hair
”, and part Amerindian. When Sylvia was conceived
                – out of wedlock, with features “European, though her cheekbones were high
                [like her mother’s
]” – he could have returned home. Instead he chose to marry
                her mother.

                     For this breakaway autonomous act he loses English friends and privilege, but
                finds an
 outsider’s tenuous place and purpose in the colony. Mittelholzer roots
                his main character’s dilemma in her father’s opportunist temperament. He
                grows weary of his wife’s shallow comforts and resumes his skirt-chasing ways
                (at “Scandal Point” near the Seawall with the naked girl in the photo); but to
                Sylvia he offers valuable lessons in free will, choice and survival in a constricted
                colonial world. At the end of Part I, as we prepare to follow Sylvia’s emotional
                and social growth, Mittelholzer sets the reader up firmly on a plateau of
                anticipations: how long will she hold on to the values and insights discovered at
                age 14?

                Human relations at that time, as reflected in the novel, seemed sorely in need of
                “development”. Men saw women and turned into post-plantation predators. Sex
                was engaged with not much fairness or durable affection. Typical of male
                cruelty, a character locks his wife out the house, leaving her to spend the night
                naked on the back steps in drizzling rain. In the scramble for public dignity in     
                Georgetown attitudes are as half-formed as the society the colonials inhabit.
                (Today the scramble extends beyond Georgetown – into assemblies stuck on
                illusionary roads, cruelties in traffic with state imperiousness, sexualities
                unreformed.)

                    The turning point in the novel comes when Sylvia’s father dies. His badly
                mutilated body (and that of his ‘outside’ woman) is found in a car. Someone
                resentful of his “rakish” public behavior must have fixed him good with a
                cutlass, no one seemed sure. His departure unhinges Sylvia. Bereft of his ability
                to frame her life choices (her mother has faded into house swept wood work)
                Sylvia’s world turns this way and that, into tense vulnerability and a sorrowful
                end.

                Mittelholzer’s regional novels are usually praised for their pioneering depiction
                of colonial dilemmas. These days there’s a renewal of academic interest in
                uncovering fresh patterns and pertinence. Sylvia was out of print until
                recently. Peepal Tree Press, England, in a “classics” gesture towards a golden
                jubilee of West Indian literature, has reissued it; retitling it, The Life and Death
                of Sylvia
( 2010); and hailing it as a “cosmically meaningful” novel.

                     Assuming Sylvia finds a spot on reading lists in Caribbean classrooms, students
                 might feel challenged to unlock the issues of a novel very much of its time and
                 geography. In some ways it’s a schmaltzy soap opera of a novel, with a
                 serialised structure and patches of True Romance writing; which could be
                 enticing for today’s young readers drawn to its race crossed predicaments;
                 though in a land of routinely Hobbesian adult practices, most probably wouldn’t
                 give a tweet.

                 Down to earth, Sylvia succeeds in recording the insecurities of men and women
                 dispersed along the Guiana coast in the 1930s and grappling with looming social
                 questions: how to break old habits of distrust & self-distancing? at what points
                 of shared interests do communities merge and function as a nation?   

                 The novel has its fair share of Guianese opinionists who argue on many pages;
                 but
the streets and landscape are eruptive with people and their entangled
                 anxieties about the future. And Mittelholzer spreads out like a map his main
                 concerns: the native (and empire) forces that gave shape to our nation –
                 absconding husbands, willing or willful daughters; those tumescent fields,
                 callaloo or bhaji, ploughed over and over, “raked” women of hope and
                 renewal.

                 Book Reviewed:  Sylvia: Edgar Mittelholzer: Dell Publishing Company Inc. New
                 York,1953, 383 pgs. (A version of this article appeared in 2007)

 


 


NY SLIDE LXVIII: PRINCIPAL WAMP, MESSENGER OF CHANGE

 

               

                Starting her third year as principal of John Wayne Cotter H.S., Theresa Wamp
                had prepared for her moment on stage at the faculty meeting, addressing the
                staff after the Christmas break, at the start of a new calendar year. The 
                district superintendent was in attendance, as was a representative from the
                Dept. of Education.
           
          
     They had an announcement to make. John Wayne Cotter H.S., the institution
                they’d been a part of for so many years, would soon be a thing of the past.
                Its name would be changed; the way it was structured and run would be   
                radically  altered. A new institution based on an exiting new concept would
                take its place.

                And Principal Wamp felt fortunate, so very fortunate, to be the one to break
                the news of this impending new life and form for the school.

                     So with a keen eye on future arrangements, to the possibility that she might
                be asked to play an important role in the school’s transformation, Principal
                Wamp hoped, on this first ground-breaking day of the year, to give the kind
                of leadership performance that would leave no doubt in her visitors’ minds
                that her managerial skills (she was still acting principal) should not be
                overlooked.

                     As for what the changes would mean for the faculty, well, the details were still
                being worked out; but from what she’d gathered so far – and this came For Your
                Ears Only
from the Superintendent – the Dept. of Education had in mind a little
                house cleaning. Some of the people at that moment noisily carrying on, still
                filing into the auditorium, would be excessed or assigned elsewhere.

                     What pleasure! To put a little fear and anxiety into the lives of the faculty, most
                of whom were still ringing in the New Year, and hadn’t a clue what awaited   
                them down the road.

                At the moment they sat scattered all over the auditorium, too many occupying
                the seats at the back – her frequent appeals to faculty to come closer, to occupy
                the centre seats, fell on deaf ears; some reading the newspapers, the solitaries
                in the wings; the tiny cluster of black women; the union-sheltered shirkers of
                responsibility, the time servers, grubs and worms.

                    What a pleasure, indeed! To toll the bells, to watch the upturned faces turn
                grave with bewilderment when the news broke of what was coming.

                    First, she had to have some kind of order in the auditorium.

                Principal Wamp did not like raising her voice and asking for quiet. Her approach,
                as custodian of the school’s good name, was one of patience, good humor and
                propriety. She liked to appeal to the faculty’s professionalism, after all they
                were adults; they often complained of the unprofessional way they were
                treated, yet here they were twisting in their seats, clucking away like barnyard
                hens, stirring up an unbelievable hullabaloo

                     She caught the Superintendent looking at her, waiting for proceedings to begin.
                She tested the microphone – “Ladies and Gentlemen” – and looked around as if
                she’d misplaced something. She stepped forward and spoke to one of her
                assistant principals in the front row; then she walked back and stood ready to
                start her presentation. The buzz in the auditorium ebbed and flowed; no one
                seemed quite ready to hush so the meeting could get started.

                Principal Wamp cleared her throat. “Ladies and Gentlemen,” she appealed,
                humming a little tune as she waited.

 

                                                            ≈☼≈

 

 

Review Article: SEXY VOICE YOU COULD TRUST?

 

               If you’re a bookstore browser who likes reading first pages or paragraphs
               before deciding, here’s an interesting challenge. The opening sentences from
               book # 1, A Mercy, a novel by the American author Toni Morrison: “Don’t be
               afraid. My telling can’t hurt you in spite of what I have done and I promise
               to lie quietly in the dark – weeping perhaps or occasionally seeing the blood
               once more – but I will never again unfold my limbs to rise up and bare
               teeth.
” 

                   And here, the opening paragraph of book #2, Molly and the Muslim Stick, by
               the British/Guyanese author David Dabydeen: “Once upon a time – the night
               of Wednesday 26
th October 1933, when I was fifteen – it happened. It. It. The 
               dripping down my thighs. Sticky, then thickening to treacle. As bloody as
               flesh from Leviticus
.”
   

                    You might wish to escape headlines of world economic woes, the many
                messages streaming at you through headsets or hand-held devices. If deep
                down you long for a full-bodied text or voice you could trust, those opening lines
                from Molly and the Muslim Stick (2008) with its fairy tale overture, the
                promise of modern-day horror wrapped like sticky confection, might do the
                trick for you.

                    The American writer Mark Twain once said, “What you have not lived you cannot
                write about.” Toni Morrison might decline a response to that, but David
                Dabydeen might beg to differ. His research skills at reopening inquiry have been
                hard at work over the years, scrutinizing oil paintings, reconstructing stages &
                events in imperial past history with praise-winning results: the long poem
                Turner, works of fiction, The Counting House, A Harlot’s Progress.

                    This time around Molly invites you to consider the case of a woman who has
                been sexually abused by her father. She endures, she goes to college, becomes a
                teacher and travels to Guiana, spreading her tale with gush and acrimony even
                as her behavior spirals into the obsessive right before your eyes. Or right before
                your ears, for Dabydeen urges you to listen to her voice and follow her travels
                from abuse to compulsion as filtered through his class-accented prose.

                     In Part I of the novel Molly sounds like an improbably heroic survivor. Her  
                family history is laid out in sharp, short sequences. You feel as if you’re sitting
                beside her, turning the pages of the family album. Here she is surviving her
                mother’s miscarriage (“I was snug in her womb”); and there, a teenager in
                the local library, “reading productively – the legends of Greece and Rome, the
                lives of great historical figures.”

                Her father, a hard tasking brute who once shoveled coal in Accrington,   
                Lancashire in the 1930s, liked to invite his pals home to get jolly with his
                daughter’s body (“from the age of fifteen into my twenties”). Here’s Molly
                again, an emblem of uncanny female forbearance: “When the pals departed,
                Dad would come and lie beside me, seeking the shelter of my swollen breasts,
                and I would listen to the drip drip drip of his guilt along my thighs”.

                After all that you might anticipate drenching developments, demons to be
                fought off, Molly’s young life “devastated” by all that has happened to her;
                plus some small hope of redemption (Molly meeting an older man who reminds
                her of her father, a kinder man.) But that would be too second-tiered, so third
                world. Dabydeen’s novel responds to a higher aesthetic calling; and that body
                of Molly’s manages to tidy itself and attempt a surreal resurgence of spirit.

                                                      ≈☼≈

                She escapes her house of sexual defencelessness; she redefines desire; and,
                packing as much “joie” as she can in her ravished “vivre”, she goes off to
                college. There she makes new friends, Corinne and Terrence, and attends
                lectures on Keats and Wordsworth. Her overridden appetite opens new
                folders. Terrence becomes her partner in torrid (or torrid depictions of)
                college sex and purging college introspection.

                We learn she has a hip problem and must now walk with a stick. When her
                father dies the walking stick starts talking to her: “You’re no more than a
                fond and hopelessly failed woman.”  Molly talks back to Stick. There are
                streaming pages of rant and disarray – Molly locked up in a boarding house,
                Molly wandering the streets.

                     As the narrative gathers momentum Dabydeen gets into a short-story rhythmic
                stride, his images moving fast, sketching and plumbing new depths in Molly’s
                self-devolution. Keeping pace depends on how willingly you give in to Molly’s
                voice which can be wearying at times with its troubled insistence and arguing
                interludes.  

                     Her doorbell rings often. People leave mysterious packages or deliver
                messages. Molly had talked as if her behavior were “predestined”, so when a
                stranger out of nowhere appears at her doorstep – a half-naked, shivering
                boy-man, exuding an unwashed “alchemy of aromas” – she’s smitten (“He’s
                harmless, poor thing, and far from home.”) and hooked by his aura of
                transpersonal convergence.

                     The stranger is from Dabydeen’s British Guiana. He speaks a language that
                requires translation. He’s taken in, cleansed of his jungle residue and
                christened Om (not Adam.) After much enriched conversation it becomes
                apparent that the novel, which has been doing a hop, skip and jump – from
                Nov. 1918, through two world wars, across cultures and over memory ditches –
                will follow an arc that takes Molly to the author’s Guiana. She arrives on the
                shores of Demerara in Jan. 1957.


                                                            
≈☼≈ 

Img003 (Medium) (Small)  On the surface her mission is to
  search for Om. She has been stirred by
  the "injustice of his deportation"
  (there are other imperatives embedded
  in her now off-centred consciousness).
  Soon Molly's issues are no longer prosaic,
  or even psychosexual. Guided by the
  author's own pedagogical imperatives
  the novel transitions into metaphysical
  adventurism, its higher purpose
  realized in letters sent home like posts
  from a delirious English patient.

  Weeks of lazing in a hammock – "the
  women bring me food…I drink from
  calabash as from a sacramental cup " –
  encourage wonderment about Walter
  Raleigh and those earlier journeymen
  who came in search of El Dorado.
  And then this invitation: Om wishes to
  take Molly to a Guiana watefall. It's a
  chance, since she's travelled this far  
  from the screwery of the past, to
  reconfigure her life path, redeem  
                 the 
'poor thing' of her soul. Will she come?

                 Some Caribbean readers might snap: we know where this is going: a boat
                 crew will take her deep into author Wilson Harris’ forestry, into Wilson
                 Harris’ impenetrable marvellousness – his Palace, exalted insight & true 
                 understanding. Well, not exactly. There is no boat crew this time; nor is      
                 Om,  the mysterious Guianese deportee, in any mood to defy the language   
                 boundaries of the novel.

                 When it’s all over you might think: how extraordinary! Molly and her creator
                 working their prose off in an art house of intricate fiction: framing issues and
                 inviting you to marvel at a curious case of female self absorption; concocting
                 a narrative of mind and body saddled with turbulence, and hoping you’d
                 care enough to follow.

                 Whether you’re enchanted or unmoved by the fevered running of Dabydeen's
                 prose depends. In a surreal sense that river of allusions & images usually
                 in spate (with much mist) in his prose has begun to resemble a tool kit,with
                 allusions & images adorning the page.

                Still, you can rest assured Molly & author Dabydeen, like open-collared
                celebrities at a conference table, would be happy to take your comments &
                questions. You could
say, for instance, you consider Molly and the Muslim Stick
                a bloody marvellous book. And that with all the subtextual moaning & much ado,
                the grim, incredible sex, you had a bloody marvellous time with it. Molly for one 
                would be pleased to hear you say that.

                      Book Reviewed: Molly and the Muslim Stick: David Dabydeen: Macmillan
                 Publishers Ltd, England: 2008: 179 pgs. (A version of this article appeared in
                 2008)

 

 

 

 

 

MARSELLUS’ STRUGGLES IN 10th GRADE

 

                                                          
                                                             Skin like midnight, baby, white sheet on its way,
                                                             Skin like midnight, baby, white sheet on its way,

                                                  Jus’ know your Mama loves you, prays for the break of day."   
                                                                                                            - unrecorded Blues lyric

                                  
                                           Late for class, bouts with anger, too lean
                              for baggy-sagging – hip shoulder glide through
                              bowls of raisins, winter suns, Hansberry & Martin

                              fiction dreams corn rows tight set for homework.

                                                       Never knew, know what you’re saying!
                             days stopped & searched, street cornered bitch again;

                                    black looks snot wiped, white look aways, snuffed fear
                                    they dare you share outside the crew; cool Math mapping:
                            [lead point stray/intended] ÷ [licensed breath remaining]
                                   and your parent’s Sunday shepherd churching,
                                   her single lamb picked off, the blue wolf cruising.

                                                        Happy, still, you graduated;
                                   shook your hand so hard from years knife
                                   chipping, shaping the grip of Exit found,
                                   all grown & ready – Go, get medieval! – for
                                   that flag caped mutha – any triggery
                                   finger! – fucker, making you grind halt again.
                                                                                                 -W.W.

 

                                                                                      

                       

                                   

 

                                                 CLOUD

                                   I come to pass
                                   like everything else but I
                                   do not pretend that pausing denies
                                   the stretch. I’m already no longer
                                   myself: quick, pause
                                   and read what you can of your dark mind
                                   in my faithless body of a thousand urgings
                                   and as many faces, all as naked as they’re shadowed,
                                   as good as gone.

                                 (from “Scratches On The Air” by Brian Chan)

 

 

 

NY SLIDE LXVII: WELCOME BACK, JOHN WAYNE COTTER

 

             On the first day back after an extended break there was this wonderful feeling
               of returning to waxed floor surfaces, scrubbed chalk boards, painted exteriors (if
               money had been found). After the summer vacation staffers could look forward to
               new class assignments, the timid faces of the freshmen. Regardless of how long
               they were out the John Wayne Cotter H.S. family, or those who considered
               themselves family, would confess with a laugh they actually missed the old
               school. They prayed no one had clipped the padlocks on their book cabinets while
               they were away. It was nice, really nice, to be back.

                 There were stories to tell, or no stories to tell, about what happened over the
               Christmas or the summer season: a plane hijack foiled on a trip to Spain; this
               absolutely gorgeous man on the boat cruise to the Caribbean; a boring husband
               who didn’t want to go anywhere; the rain in England; a wedding in California,
               My daughter got married to this computer analyst.

               There would be meetings, of course, and new program schedules, the faculty
               assembly in the auditorium. Some teachers sported deep tans or beards that
               made them barely recognizable; some showed signs of weight loss, sometimes
               down to worrisome fat-free levels. There were jeans and sneakers, bright Polo
               shirts and bright T-shirts with logos; huddles of laughter, smooched cheeks and
               getouttaheres!

               Bilicki was always happy to be back. He’d enter the building and rightaway his
               adrenaline started racing. He’d touch base with the department, exchange
               gossip with the department secretary (any new faces this year?) and any of the
               old crew who came in. He’d wander down to the cafeteria where he encountered
               other faces, more hellos, a touch on the arm, more pleasantries. The secretaries
               teased him about his haircut; it made him look so much younger.

               He had few stories to share since he didn’t care much for travelling, at least not
               to vacation hot spots overseas. He looked forward to his class of new seniors
               taking notes, asking questions or staring out the window. Everyone needed to
               recharge the batteries, scrape off the dross and accretions of the previous
               semester. He’d be the first to admit that despite its problems and frustrations it
               was good to be back in the Bronx to John Wayne Cotter.

               Reality began to set in at the faculty assembly in the auditorium. Still loose
               and relaxed, staffers toned down their chatter; there was an attentive hush as
               the principal began her welcome back address. The hush deepened into silence.

               Bilicki was always prepared for this. He settled down, slouching a little, in the
               middle of the auditorium so no one would have to squeeze past his legs for a
               seat; and he opened his Times and got ready to immerse himself in the pages. He
               looked around for his co-conspirators, Radix and Mahmood. Bits and pieces from
               the podium floated past his head, sometimes making contact, as far away he
               switched to a fresh caption or headline on the page.

              “Good to see everyone back…healthy and reinvigorated faces…what promises  to
                be an exciting year… the challenge before us…happy to announce two of our
                colleagues got married over the summer… from the Science Department retired
                and was last seen bike-riding somewhere in Florida… the years go by so quickly
                … back from sabbatical and pregnancy… gave birth to a bouncing baby boy,
                we’re all excited at the news… now I’d like to introduce new members of our
                faculty…our mission for the new year continues …That was the good news, now
                for the Not so good news… Reading scores remain below acceptable levels…cause
                for concern…budget cuts…We have no room to put all these kids…bursting at the
                seams… Those of you who wish to continue receiving the NY Times… mailboxes
                should be checked daily…exciting possibilities for the new year.”
                        (from "Ah, Mikhail, O Fidel!" a novel by N.D.Williams, 2001)

 

                                                                           ≈☼≈

 

 

Review Article: PLEASURES AND MISFIRINGS OF MYTH

                                                                                                                                

      Characters in Edgar Mittelholzer's novel, Shadows                     
      Move Among Them, would have given considerable                            
      thought to the suggestion that ghosts or "jumbies"     __________________________ 
      as experienced in a forest environment were little        
      more than "electrical misfirings" of the brain. This       SHADOWS MOVE AMONG THEM
      viewpoint was put forward by scientists writing in                     by      
      an issue of the journal Nature. Human agents, they         Edgar Mittelholzer
      claim, by sending electrical impulses to the brain,
      could induce anyone to think "duppies" are real                 Peepal Tree Press, 
      entities.                                                                      England, 2010, 358 pgs

      In Shadows Mittelholzer's folk had their own theory    __________________________ 
      of ghosts and spirits. When asked to explain sometimes
    
        bizarre behavior in the jungle, one character described it as “myth pleasure”. This,
      he says, is when people exercise their creative imagination and amuse themselves in
      concordance with a code of make believe. “We here create our myths and
      conventions day by day and discard them as easily as we create them
”. Seen in such
      playful, rational terms and robbed of its ancient mystery and fears, life without spirit
      visitations could be managed with greater confidence even if futures remain
      indeterminable.

      Myth and innerworldly behavior have been central to the fiction of Wilson Harris. A
      cozy scholarly complex has built up around his books. The sequence of novels that
      comprise "The Guyana Quartet" was published between 1960 and1964. Using difficult
      prose Harris has argued (in "Tradition, the Writer and Society", 1967) against
      “realism”, asserting its “inadequacy” as a writer’s tool for exploring complexities in
      Caribbean history and peoples.
 
       Shadows was recognized in Time magazine as one of the significant works of fiction
      published in 1951, a “hard to classify novel.” It could be read today as a comic   
      parallel to Harris’ hyper-articulate folk taking off on metaphor-laden boat rides up
      the Canje river, finding at the very top the fabulous connectedness they want to find in
      "The Guyana Quartet". The humour and inventiveness in Shadows, the “mad slant”
      Mittelholzer brings to the Guyana landscape would appeal to many in the Caribbean,
      like folk in Trinidad, not disposed to “brood”.

      Europeans as anthropologists, Governors, missionaries, adventurers have been drawn
      to Guiana with its exploitable Interiors and underrepresented tribes. From
      Schomburgh to the Roths these very serious men have left us museums and maps and
      musty volumes of fadingly important information. In Shadows Mittelholzer employs
      emblematic Europeans as central characters and it is tempting to view the novel as a
      satirical commentary on those explorers who came before, and the dream merchants
      who  came after.

      Reverend Harmston, the central character, is unlike those early serious men.
      Educated at Oxford he brings his family to British Guiana in 1937 and takes them 100
      miles up the Berbice River. There he assumes the responsibilities of coroner, registrar
      and protector of Amerindian rights. Once settled he starts thinking, maybe he could
      build his own cross-cultural civilization amidst the splendour of rivers and vegetation,
      “the gruff roar of baboons” and those gentle residents of the forest, the Amerindians, 
      whose lives seem astonishingly in harmony with nature.
  
        It’s the imperial settler’s dream, after the search for Eldorado; and since he is miles  
      away from official Georgetown scrutiny Harmston wastes no time establishing (what
      years later in 1960s North American argot would come to be known as) “a hippie
      commune”.

       The location is an exotic-sounding place called Berkelhoost, an old plantation once
      owned by a Dutch family with an exotic name, the Schoonlusts. In 1763 the
      well-documented slave revolt took place. As events of that revolt unfold in
      Mittelholzer’s novel, the white family members were slaughtered, but strangely their
      17 year old daughter, Mevrouw Adriana Schoonlust, did not resist when threatened
      with sexual assault. Her life was spared and she became a servant of the slave leader,
      Cuffy, attending to his sexual needs, and doing secretarial chores since leader Cuffy
      couldn’t read or write.

       He forbids the consumption of alcohol at Berkelhoost, it’s against the settlement’s
      health code. He installs the core values of “hard work, frank love and wholesome
      pl
ay”. Order at the forest settlement is maintained with balata whips. Malefactors  
      are generously granted three chances to mend their ways. A fourth offence would
      lead to their “elimination” as incurably bad folk. Throughout all this Harmston’s
      autocratic style is never challenged.

       The Harmston development model is a basically simple one: shared responsibilities,
      plus a blending of European enlightenment and the “local influences”. His forest-
      dwellers are not entirely free to run around, having fun, half-naked in pursuit of
      interests and pleasures. Depending on their aptitudes the children are separated into
      “squads”, the Book squad, Drama squad, Labour Squad. Conditions are spartan but
      life though regimented is far from beholden to the Ten Commandments.

        Harmston sets up his own education system which requires immersion in the Best of
       European Culture: Chopin, “Aida”, Shakespeare, "The Ride of the Valkyries”; and
       reading US "Time" magazine.

 

 

                    


  

                 

            

       The European through whose interrogatory eyes we wander around the settlement is
       a tormented young man named Gregory. He arrives with a raft of personal “issues”
       that spring from crumpled nerves and marriage memories he can’t seem to erase. A
       psychiatrist had suggested a change of environment (the exotic climbs & discoveries
       in the Guianas) as a cure for these “issues”. Harmston considers him a refugee from
       an “over-civilized Europe”.

         Slowly he is drawn into the weirdness of the Harmston experiment and he begins to
        display weird, trancelike behaviours of his own.  In time he becomes the love interest
        of the Harmston girls – a precocious 14 year old who sends him notes (“My Flat Chest
        Burns For You”
) written in her blood; and 19 year old, sexed-up Mabel Harmston who
        wants to give up her free loving way with Amerindian boys and settle down.

         The problem for Gregory is, should he give up the securities of England (its night
        clubs, restaurants and banking system) and commit years of his life to a forestrial
        haven of corials, hairy spiders and those erotically-charged Harmston girls.

        Events in the novel are not all outlandishly funny. Mittelholzer manages to keep a
        thread of 1930s colonial credibility running through the pages. Lightning and thunder,
        torrential rains and the full moon intervene at hallucinatory moments of self-
        discovery; and though the benabs aren’t built with creaking doors things manage to
        go bump on the forest floor amidst all the insect and bird noise. His Europeans might
        come across as cartoony inventions, but the unambivalent depiction of the Berbice
        wilds is a measure of the author’s imaginative of the Guiana landscape, from city to
        forest and savannah.

         But where, you might ask, are the Guianese men and women in Shadows? Aside from
        the Amerindians who represent “the local influences”, they are miles away in George-
       town. These are the 1930s, remember. The brightest local minds, unrepresented in the
       in the novel, are probably preparing to set out for Oxford U., LSE and other hatcheries
       of new world ideas.  Years later they would return and, like Reverend Harmston, begin
       to commission their own earth-moving rigidities, be it “socialism” or “cooperative
       republicanism”, or the ethnic chauvinisim that still grips the land.

       With its European settler themes and characters Shadows Move Among Themfirst
       published in 1951, and reissued in 2010 with an escorting Introduction by Peepal Tree
       Press – could be read as Mittelholzer’s cautionary tale for our unsettled nation,
       starved for notice of any kind. In the jungle, he might be saying, be wary of white
       elephants and European dream-builders; and new mobile entrepreneurs, their seed
       bags bulging with  capital and big ideas. Like recurring omens they come to  Guyana
       in many postures and disguises. Some may not even speak in European tongues. A
       few might well be shape-shifting Guyanese.

        Grant them a wish, concessions, tracts of green virgin land anywhere, you never
       know what they’ll do next – the grand schemes they’ll devise, the human cost and
       waste if these grand schemes misfire.

       Book Reviewed:  “Shadows Move Among Them”:  Edgar Mittelholzer, Peepal Tree
       Press, England, 2010, 358 pages. (A version of this article appeared in 2007)

 

 

NY SLIDE LXVI: THE WHAT’S IN A NAME GAME

 

             "How’d you end up with a name like that?” Radix asked, that first day Degraf-
             fenbach reached over to shake his hand.

                    “How did you end up with a name like – sorry, what did you say your name
             was?” Degraffenbach shot back, pulling in his chair, keeping things on even keel.
                     He went on: “There’s this guy in the Math department, he’s from Nigeria,
             he’s got this funny-sounding name, nobody can get their tongue wrapped 
             around the syllables… Oban…jem…funa! See, even I have a hard time with it.
             Anyway, everybody calls him Mr. O. The kids call him Mr. O. Even the payroll
             secretary calls him Mr. O. And, get this, he doesn’t mind!  Says it makes things
             easy for him.”  Then turning to Radix, he said, “By the way, everybody calls me
             Dave or Mr. Degraff. I have no problem with that.”
                Not to be outdone, or to seem outsmarted, Radix said there was someone in
             his department with a name everyone managed to pronounce correctly, with no
             abbreviation, despite its strange spelling.
                “Zbryznski… anyone know him?”
                Degraffenbach said he hadn’t heard the name, nor did he know the guy. “In
             any case, what did Shakespeare say…That which we call a rose by any other
             name would smell as sweet…
? Isn’t that Romeo and Juliet?” Bilicki assured
             him it was. "That line has stayed with me since 9th grade.”
               Radix thought he heard in the tone of the other man’s voice an attempt to
             slide him down a notch. He figured Degraffenbach had just stopped by and had
             no intention of joining them. But the next day he was back, with his tray of
             cafeteria food, and his ebullient manner. When Radix tried to draw him out on
             political or current issues he got the same joking response. Once Degraffenbach
             slapped him on the shoulders, telling him to “lighten up”. Radix played with his
             coffee spoon, refusing to lighten up, his resentment of the man growing.
   
               For his part Mahmood seemed put off by Degraffenbach’s lack of seriousness,
             but chose not to make an issue of it, putting it down to the younger man’s
             inexperience. Raised on Long Island what could he possibly know about the lives
             of “rock breakers” around the world?
                   One morning Degraffenbach joined them just as Mahmood was explaining an
             incident in California involving a white police officer who had found him in his
             stalled Volkswagen in what they considered a “wrong” neighborhood.
                 Bilicki shook his head and reminded everyone there were “wrong” neighbor- 
             hoods in New York. “I live in a “wrong” neighborhood just across the river in
             New Jersey. If someone like you happens along there at certain hours, acting
             suspiously
, as they say, there are nice old ladies peering through the blinds who
             would not hesitate to reach for the phone.”
                   Degraffenbach looked down at his plate, chewing thoughtfully; then as his
             forked picked away for the next food dispatch he made a startling disclosure:
             he’d lived among white people all his life on Long Island, and he couldn’t  
             honestly say he had experienced racism.
                    Everyone looked at him, mildly amazed.
                “No, I’m serious. I hear talk about taxis not stopping when you hail them in
            Manhattan, because you’re black. Well, I’m black, and I’ve never had a problem
         &#0160
;  with cabs in Manhattan.”
                  “Why do you think that is so?” Mahmood asked.
                  “I really don’t know.” Degraffenbach leaned back, and seemed to give the
            question some thought. Then he said, “Maybe taxi drivers find me attractive.”
                 Bilicki laughed; he was the only one who didn’t mind Degraffenbach’s jokes. 
            “That's it,” Degraffenbach went on. “That's why they stop for me every time. They
            find me irresistible.” His voice climbed to a falsetto of mock incredulity; his
            boyish face beamed amusement.
                 A lost cause, Radix thought, his mouth compressed in irritation. Telling funny
           stories, simply refusing to think. Beyond saving, Radix felt sure.

             (from Ah Mikhail, O Fidel!”  a novel by N.D.Williams, 2001)

 

NEWS HIGH LIGHTS DARK INNOCENCE

 

 

                                                                 Requiem aeternam dona eis, Domine,
                                                         et lux perpetua luceat eis.”
      
                                                                                           – Requiem Mass

                                Mujeres in migraine storm, occupy a morgue,
                             naming, wanting the bodies of loved ones
                             struck numb in a prison fire.                                      

                             Fear borne refugees cross burnt fields away 
                             from villages ravaged by soldiers; drop infants
                             too heavy to carry, leave bones not keeping up.

                             Memo declassified: from men upright in blue
                             suits: to men with chest medal drawers: Our future
                             is in your hands. Burn their library.

                             Island school youth sentenced five years for stealing
                             spice mango sleeps back to the window –
                             fearing his bed – watching the door.

                             God shrilling warriors hurl stones, ferry open
                             coffins of comrades shot up check scarf streets;
                             gather again fresh, stone fresh.

                             Sun waxed plants stored away by squirrels
                             thirty two thousand years ago see,
                             disbelieving, skies of spring again, cheer scientists.

                             Days of glory, nights of stars – what, from nothing
                             fallen, buried for that first tribe stare touch word?
                             what something? whose voices of release?
                                                                                          – W.W.

  

                         

 

                                        PLAINER AND PLAINER

                                          my confusion
                                       of voice and eye, nothing
                                       left to prove or
                                       improve: a plain peace

                                       sculpting certain
                                       ghosts drifting in and out
                                       of time, the wind caught
                                       by an ancient curtain:
         
                                       sketches of essences,
                                       graphs of a stare
                                       whose centre is any,
                                       whose aim is all.

                                         (from “Fabula Rasa” by Brian Chan)