FLOW HEART ATTACKS YOU CHART SO

                                                                                                                 

                                                                                 "Who are the boys we'll root for
                                                                                  when they're all dead or gone away…

                                                                                   Who are the strangers now
                                                                                   running wild in our country…?" 
                                                                                    – Mervyn Taylor, "Voices Carry" 
 

             Should anything happen to the farm child, who would
         arm our vertigo
? electro magnets let flash fill the hills : hurt
         Unimaginable hurt has found us home.

         Glove concealed intent could reach for neck wrinkles . claim
         later not enough upserve at the wellhead; shook awake
         the breast peels off . white gown fond strokes, lettuce
         bowl dressing.

         High low backsiding out too slow how much rod ride
         can faith take, word mumbles > the humble under that
         onus our best schooling years might fear reset, wafer
         tongue open . sucking the quote unquote.

                                 *Trails outletting strewn with hacked lamb   
         parts that slip under / flounder, borders beach / in pocket
         tight
wrap chips of air, shots fired over head intake | breath
         gambles so.
                        *Newstanders blood absorbent, the village heaving
         with the trust of harbours . staring out to sea; promising I sorry!
         to bottle ‘n’ piss better next rage in the hold | all quiet again,
         All mask, then.
                                                       – W.W.

 

         

             

                           [In mem:  Agitu Ideo Gudeta .. Trentino, Italy .. 01/2021]


                            

         QAT

         Qat too has settled for the final version,

         For the finished product:   there is nothing else
         To do
 with les déséquilibrés du monde
         But to tie them down or lock them up and let
       Them drift through a chemical haze, lest they keep screaming
         Of l’enfer du monde, that blague still a (vague) plague
         To business-as-usual with its killing
         And maddening (quel dommage) swift heartless rapes.

         Yet Qat had stayed balanced, kindly, strong enough
         To leave behind her aliénée la plus in-
         time to pursue in time those other fantômes
       Of l’Amélioration and l’Avancement that haunted
         Her father’s agreeing to let her escape

             (from “Charon’s Anchors” by Brian Chan)

 

 

INDECENCY

                
                                            
                                                  But Ben knew how to keep the thing locked
           Down when
 it came to selling the goods that would sell the goods:
           From Asher’s product-pitches, clients emerged neither shocked
           Nor disappointed by what APT had churned out, all their shoulds
           Of expectations replaced by the of course! of effect.

                                                        ~

          Benny would sit in like a modest member of The Team,
          With his hands cupped as though two objects were his to protect
          Like the Decalogue:   the client’s product and the plump dream
          APT would turn it into.   And he’d let APT’s Mona respond,
          In her affluent-fluent way, to any last embers
          Of de rigueur resistance to APT’s proposals.

                                                         *                                                                               

                                                                             Most fond 
          Of such
 graceful defenses of their work were the members
          Of APT’s Dezine and Graffix team, the young geeks who did most
          Of the donkey-digitals but were like the ignored ghost
          In a multi-stone pyramid of relentless machine.

                                                        ~

             APT's successes echo one riddle of the Pyramids:
          Who built them, Pharaohs or slaves?    Not that any of APT’s ‘kids’
         (As Arne called them) saw themselves as slaves (or whores) on the job.
          To ask you, paid slave, to unmask your whoredom is to rob
          You of that White tag slapped on Negro actors, Dignitty;
          Of your right to fool yourself with myths of Maturity,
          Such as Settling for, Putting up with, Not bitching about
          – At least, not until Friday night’s beers make you want to shout

            (*fatima solagua arterra’s nudes* by Brian Chan, 2015)

 

 

 

OWNERS OF GOOD (NOT) LOOKING TO SELL

 

             
                                         No knowing there is that holds . hard rain
                     
           disputes how much the grape harvest dilutes.

           In time cards face the table; fate pokers accept the call               
           putting all on hind gut notice point made, into the pool
           strip leap . no Exit hazard hand.

           A herdsman hums and gestures to the sky; devices light up
           wave numbers. Court’s moot . who wouldn’t weigh out the cold
           night rules, slide in with Eau Cologne discreetness.

           Long before firsts came ashore someone swept sand    
           foot prints, picked up lunch wrappings; the slender leaf
           that rolls up pain drained our mud fevers very well.

                                                 Like the jaw prize in crocodile
           eyes, we had to have one like it : one tuck ‘n’ ride dock,
           chest
cool metal; a dream proof pipe replacement. 

                                   Coming one day we felt this thing. I mean,
           like chandelier beyondness it wouldn't let bones rest.

                             Plumage blow up we would, heavens to hell
           raise for it; punch a salmon in the face if it came too
           close, depth fins roam charging for it.

                                                                             – W.W.

                            

             

           

             

             

             MARA

             But this same face-saving ‘operversity’
             As she
 calls her job’s philistinism is
             What provokes Mara to try to transcend it.

             At least, she still prides herself, she isn’t one
             Of the post-war platoon of brats who believe
             That they shouldn’t have to put up with any
            Inconvenience.  And, once, she has argued Isn’t love
             The shittiest inconvenience?   Yet all or
             Most of us, can’t wait to crash into its wall

             Beside which work’s dumb frustrations are ant-hills.

                (from “Charon’s Anchors” by Brian Chan)

 

 

INDECENCY

     
     
            When it came to rationalizing whatever new mess
         He'd blundered into
, Asher’s mind was a frightened rabbit
         Of hopping opportunist alibis – a fat habit
         He had got hooked on early on, at university
         Where, indulging in one more detour of perversity,
         He once took a ‘fun’ course in Logic that helped him see
         1) that anything was arguable, and 2) that he
         Had an instinctive talent for arguing anything.

                                                                    ~

         You would think it would have made him better at listening
         To himself and putting a lid on the ‘reasonable’
         Balls he kept setting up and knocking about, unable
         To see that the green but very flat table of his mind
         Which the balls clunked around on was riddled with holes, the kind
         Less bright blind men know to avoid
         

                                                                   *

           Be that as it may, i have to admit that no-one gave
         A fart about the fancy footwork in Asher’s brain save
         Astronomo-Kanamono with whom he sometimes dropped
         His nice-guy mask to reveal the rabbit that never stopped
         Leaping and zigzagging around the hurdles in his head
         (Though no doubt his tombstone-legend would read just LEFT UNSAID)

                                                                  ~

         Not even his drinks-&-whores buddy Arne would have wanted
         To know what really lay behind Benny’s cool mask.    Haunted
         He might sometimes look, but by what wasn’t for Arne to guess
         - He was no psickcaulogist.   Sure, Benny’s mind was a mess
         Sometimes; whose wasn’t?

            ((*fatima solagua arterra’s nudes* by Brian Chan, 2015)

            

FOR IVORY DEEP CLEAN . LEAN TOWER

 

                 
            High seas relate : so many proposals run aground / switch
            keep going
lift the curse / to abandon ship, jump telling no
            one might scan . first class.
                                                   Worse than cattle calls to patria,
            cabbage heads directing what looks like a concerning
            mass around the vagine . itch to cleave.

            Expiration dates work on milk cartons; you’re not            
            a milk carrier unless your tits go jello folie deux
            or teats on tug for the pail.

            Our islanders get steamish about dumplings; some stir    
            potless roots . anguillas under rocks in rivers / Allyuh don’t
            call and ask me nothing / surfacing only to witch hump, wipe
            a little blood.

                                                  ~

            Puffier, who could keep up with neck tattoos . shouldering    
            the pledge unerasable?  
                                                            From ground to air flow
            kite frames once braved sway > risk cusps you could grip
            on^off in a wind whistle.
                                                                  As file years stack it
            gets harder . sourcing how long sarong tight generations
            swish floors, parent cell skin moulting, to step free.    

                                                         So on the nose you kiss             
            your dog | Ping : dry lips not unhappy enough.
                                                            Weary though, this over
            slept life . billows flat, fluffed > ties, lies belly galvanize;
            and worth deliverance only you stock . hope knows.

                                                                              – W.W.

                                                    

           

             

               

             

 

             MARA 

                      
             One of whom Mara – made desperately am-
             bitchous
(her mother’s pet tag which she once spat

             Into Mara’s mouth before biting its lips
           And turning away to hum You are my personal
             Possession
, as Nat ‘King’ Cole had stamped normal)

             To escape the shame of being owned – became,
             And, with her father’s help, slaved to climb above.

             Not that he had been any less personal
             In his protection of his possession, his
             Desperate investment in his daughter’s right
           To Further Education as his last stand against
             His wife’s sullen resistance to his sex and
             Against Mara’s mother’s screaming pleas to her
             Daughter to never leave her alone with he.

               (from “Charon’s Anchors” by Brian Chan)

 

 

GUT CHECKERS . THINK THEY BETTER THAN ME

 
           
         All the vivre that gets ordered / stomach bound /
         they open
and serve like French wine . cuisine carve
         knives on bone chip strop.
                                                  Humble or hubris, spectacle
         Over! bowel shafties crank . prime you who? shipping.

                 We did good once so . much they care / the sharp      
         on ceremony fabric, sword / until breath passage tacks
         the frack you ! think you fingering.
                 Worms turn sites for quiet back stage . barb web
         wipes for arse 'gnominy | no place to haul ? in phone cell 
         light visitants under cover show.

                  While sambas eat . rump meditates / pass rabbit
         hole Enter keys for fat lady friends / faith grind rails
         unlock thighs sigh . tired unburdening.
                  Well
 down the tubes . they wait, orifice clerks point
         checking applications : our just not funny tumors; how in
         a sink you’re scrubbed . too old . to be game measured
         for stiff matters.                   
                                              Uncalled for, that cone of voice
          Sir/Madam, we’re not children told \ Yes, you \ stay
          in the car, don’t try that again. Oh, my stars
                                                                             – W.W.

 

         

           

                     


        QAT


        (As far as
either recalls having had a
        Life, since they both feel as if they have lived more
        Lives than cats in traffic or actors on stage).

        One forgot that souls in our age have no souls,
        Only minds which have been dissolved in a lab
        Into the product of acids in the brain.
     *HEARING Madame Brickolage spinning such merde, Qat keeps
        Her eyes glazed under their heavily painted
        Lids and her eyebrows raised ever so slightly
        But set as though they too are fictions of ink.

          (from “Charon’s Anchors” by Brian Chan)

 

 

INDECENCY

 

           
                                                   He felt he had left behind
        Something somewhere
 and he didn’t want to give it a name.
        But the scent of a perfume APT had once ‘introduced’ came
        Back to Benny brooding between Arne’s office and his own,
        And the sweet stink stuck up his nose – just as a herring-bone
        Once had in his throat, making him cough till his eyes turned red
        And the only things that helped were eating a chunk of bread
        To force the fucker down, and hoping he’d shit it out whole
        Without bloodying up his ass-hole or/and toilet-bowl

                                                 ~

 

           Thus in the space of a few confident-looking strides did
        Benny’s buzzing mind plunge from its memory of Forbid!
        (The perfume) into the numb hell of his fear of blood, his,
        Seeping tell-tale from his veins, and all because of one kiss
        That had tasted like flat beer or Coke that has lost its fizz.

                                                 * 

 

        Dammit, the bitch had let him go that far, at least after
        A couple bottles of expensive plonk.     But her laughter,
        When he tried to slip his tongue between her tight lips and teeth,
           Had been cold enough to make Asher need to reach beneath       
        The restaurant-tablecloth to feel if his cock was still
        There  

                                                 ~

                                                                     
        And for him to spill red wine, and have the snotty waiter
        Fussily make little of his gaffe, made Benny hate her,
        The bitch, for being rich enough to choose to not to be his
        Whore but to keep him hers.

      (from *fatima solagua arterra’s nudes* by Brian Chan, 2015)

 

 

IN YEARS MORE THAN . YOU’LL SEE

           
       
        Crass the aisle, ratchet the bury, look the fodder way,
        the snail
  suggests to the butterfly whose wings it envies.
        Cubicle up leg ?  jail the long wait for | femur like
        break and heal, bear and seal.

        How so you swim . all the way here?

        Reparate belief on victim wards; for close attention
        drop like dew. Learn what else honest hands can do
        besides drive taxi, pleasure ‘n’ wash self . wave.

        Spectral ? how could you not know what matters
        here . zoomed to consume.

        Not all country sides are alike, good luck with locust       
        leaf lust; go with lungs long, only God’s dowsing
        rods can reach you . Y shape wary; advantage virus!
        bless the sneeze.

                                              ~

        Home lands built . cell by cell . destroyed then perfect          
        looking built again  <  you can’t imagine.

        Like tiny bubbles in cold beer glass as blade sheen      
        serrates plate steak rare  *IT waits  <  how do we pay?
        Sooner, later Bladam! bam . plish plish (ash cooling).

        Our planet after freeze or fire perks up ? brand new
        full
faith.

        There are rituals for which only two . capsule dream     
        lids clamp hold / on spotless boulders firsts Sign
        In / sad mating starts . Cent’anni.

                                                                   – W.W.

         

           

 

 

               

               LESSING  

                                                                        Man's
              Failed experiment like that of dinosaurs
              That took their clunky stubborn time to fade out.

              They too were ‘beautiful’ in their day and way,
              In their lumbering fashion, but they were spared
             (Or spared themselves, since they were sensible gods)
           The tyrant of Beauty to live under/live up to.
             Of course (Lessing does a lot of of-course-ing
             When he would convince himself), their beauty was
             Their innocent allowing of their own scrawl

                (from “Charon’s Anchors” by Brian Chan)

                    

 

INDECENCY

           

                                                                 A whore was a whore, 
        But Asher
 was a genius as madame of a house.
        Even Radica, who often thought him a spineless louse,
        Rose loyally to his defense when one client accused
        Our Boy (not in Court, thank God, at least not yet) of ‘confused
        Agendas’ a phrase from the client’s letter of complaint
        To APT’s Big Wheel, Arne.

                                                ~

 

                                          Arne well knew his boy Ben was no saint,
        As far as laydies were concerned, but ladies of the day
        Were a different business:   you didn’t fuck (with) them, for they
        Were paying to fuck with you or, rather, for you to come
        Up with some cream to swallow, so you couldn’t be dumb

                                                *

          That was all the gist of Big Daddy Arne’s slap on the wrist
        To his favourite boy Benny – who never clenched his fist
        Or otherwise displayed any emotion while his boss
        And fellow whoremonger fucked him over for his fuck-up
        Asher couldn’t see what the fuss was about, with no loss
        Of finance, good faith or face incurred (yet):   APT would buck up
        And get on with giving the bitch what she wanted really:
        The goods to make her goods look good.

                                               ~


           Amused
by Asher’s bluffing, Arne cracked up into a laugh-
        ing cough (he was a hard smoker) and told Ben to fuck off,
        How about Wednesday night? and Benny shrugged and sighed Why not?
          But right then the thought of sex with another stranger hot
        For his money rather than his honey (he couldn’t take
        The jingle out of the jungle of his thoughts) seemed too fake
        To get excited about

          (*fatima solagua arterra’s nudes* by Brian Chan, 2015)

 

Review Article: TURNS AWAY FROM DARK TIMES : MERVYN TAYLOR

 

           
        You could argue Guyana is no longer a country for fine poetry or poets. Or  
        anything that signals literary capital. It used to be that place.

        There was Martin Carter whose feelings of confinement and defiance
        linked arms. Back then (even now) his words got summoned to remind a
        fractured country (whose ears never tire of hearing) This is the dark
        time my love
.

        And there is poet-columnist Ian McDonald whose old world sentiments and
        wisdom still point readers away (from Georgetown’s obstinacies, its polity
        of recycle and pave) to the ecoserenity of Guyana’s Essequibo river region.
        
        Their reposted words, meant to                        ____________________
        encourage and enlighten, also tempt 
        readers to settle in fat tubs of self-                      VOICES CARRY
        cherishing; sheltering in place there,                           by
        reviewing bubble issues.
                                                                                    Mervyn Taylor
        Mervyn Taylor was born in Trinidad and now      Shearsman Books, 2017        
        resides in New York. His poems deliver lines      ____________________    
        that could expand new interest in Caribbean                 

        writing, its not always dead serious way of inspiring.     
        
        This turning elsewhere for creative renewal is not unusual. Back when
        Guyana readers were captivated by (then became impatient with) Wilson
        Harris’ obscure fiction, they discovered V. S. Naipaul.

        The cleareyed storytelling in Miguel Street involved us with folk for whom
        life held nothing but tool labour, delusions of importance and influence.
        Their experience day to day, not over an ‘eternity of seasons’; and not 
        yet the bold ethnographic detailing came through in bursts of insight and       
        humour.

        Mervyn Taylor does something like that today. He has published six
        volumes, starting with An Island of His Own (1992). His most recent,
        Country Of Warm Snow (2020),
 is described as the work and life of “an
        immigrant who has been in the US for 50 odd years, whose heart when
        he’s in one place, yearns for the other.”

        It’s a catchy selling point, hyphenated residency. Readers might expect
        another work about divided loyalty, from someone intent aviatorlike on
        curating his reputation as the flight course nears end.

        In Voices Carry (2017) Taylor’s writes about human encounters (friends,
        strangers, spirits) in unlikely places (Islamabad, Brooklyn, Port of Spain);
        about diverse people in motion from loss and “long-ago things”.

                “They learn as they travel,
                  what will buoy them up,
                  what will sink the minute

                  they let go.”  (from “On the Run”)

        His lines closer to early Naipaul prose rhythms, but with breaks for
        compassion  avoid the brick moulding of our better known (University
        based) regional poets.
        
        Follow, for instance, an anxious visitor to Haiti who sees first a “City of
        ground that shudders/ beneath boys on motorbikes / whom women
        trust /to take them up hills/ where roads disappear”; who notices what
        continues on, despite headlines of earth-heaving devastation.
       

        Or check this snapshot of a singular moment:
                   
                  “When horses were in the Savannah,
                    cantering, as in that Walcott poem,
                    I liked the steam of their early
                    breath in the paddock, a groom
 

                   nose to nose with a skittish one.” (from “Race Gone”)

        Or the way Taylor tracks the pain of irreversible occurrence, after a
        vacation on the Caribbean island of Tobago out of the blue “a couple,
        hacked nearly to death 
last year / now back in London.” The episode
        fades in the churn of the travel industry but particulates of spiritual
        consequence linger.

                                                           “…her husband
                   limping out mornings to their mailbox to see
                   if the promised aid has come. Nothing,
                   except an invite from the island’s
 

                   House of Assembly, to return, and stay for free.    
                   No one mentions them, not the new guests,
                   not the waiters, who’ve been warned.”  (from “Tobago Love”)

          On the page his speech rhythms not bass heavy, not text enriched
          engage with tenor pan elegance, you could say.
            

          Listeners who have heard him read acknowledge feelings of buoyancy in
          the room; his mused revelations differ intonally from what one feels
          listening, say, to Kamau Brathwaite. Both men are known for seductive
          voice performances in reading rooms.

                                                          *                                                 

          For more comparisons, readers might turn again to VS Naipaul’s gallery
          of inventions in Miguel Street (1959) and later A House For Mr. Biswas
          (1961). Naipaul in his own conflicted way was a confident modernist. His
          prose folk still raise smiles of recognition, making us wonder what we've 
          become since, what individual character faults obstruct the press Enter
          for new thinking.

          There’s one poem in “Voices Carry” about someone straight out of Miguel
          Street
, only in poet Taylor’s hands she transcends “character”.

          Marjorie Beepatsingh.  “…big-boned / policewoman, famous for arresting
          men / who didn’t stand at attention for the anthem.” Taylor suggests her
          ghostly presence still patrols the streets of Trinidad & Tobago. People
          still ‘fraid:     

                             “….she might arrest them, even
                  those with no pants. Hold them by the skin,
                  walk them tippy-toed through the crowd.”
                         (from “Forged from The Love”)                    

          Without saying so himself, Taylor’s poetry provides portable reading
          pleasures, wherever the need wells up for alternatives to digital con-
          nection on a plane (when travel is safe again) or under a beach
          umbrella.

          Caribbean movers to new lands, whose residents might wonder who they
          are, where they came from, could point referentially to the birthplace
          of Derek Walcott or Kamau Brathwaite; explain the topography of
          distrust and identity drilling, the half-life of hell ketchers under
          corbeaux vigilance.

          Or they could steer the genuinely curious toward Mervyn Taylor’s Voices
          Carry
, the immense freedom he embraces and builds, upon the
          excavations of Walcott and Brathwaite. These lines from the title poem,
          for instance:

                “Between the hills and the sea,
                 when the night is dark and faces
                 hard to make out, voices carry.

                 Between midnight and morning
                 in the narrow lanes, while children
                 sleep, big people talk, their voices

                 carrying.

         Right there! In towns and villages anywhere in the world readers will
         recognize Taylor’s roots, understand what he notices and wants to talk
         about; never making it seem like it’s terribly important, though in
         moments of righteous anger we might pause to consider.

         Book Reviewed: “Voices Carry”, Mervyn Taylor, Shearsman Books, 2017,
                                   100 pgs

                                                                                      – Wyck Williams