POEMS FOR RITE TO SPRING LAY LAY SIDE WAY

 

 

                                                                              for Linda & Carroll & Zulaika

                      
                     
Man, the first light snap feeling, the slip run
                     away, flogged rags on your back, a band going
                     your way. Bare bronze bad in flight, your hip
                     beads low riding vuvuzelas you hear, myths
                     shak shak bones raise; crow shadows you fear.
                     Yuh done dead already? might as well kilkitay.

                         
                     These flag days, illusion the reigning monarch, players
                     make sea salty moves on tracks duty free; chance a pirogue
                     from a fine bone poet's prize catch. Bodies booboolooping
                     ruffle the old cane rows; sky blaze braising ebony glow
                     genome flow deformed on the merchant ship scales.

 
                     Staked out for strip data voyeurs and passeurs
                     frame rivers on mobiles, decline the coarse rump   
                     up way  ̶  watching the sugar; would kneel at carmine lips
                     thrust me! jumpers in white robes; would screen
                     touch you here, in heat waylay there; on fire
                     pour altar wine, very suitable family fear.

                           
                     Under sun feel drum fantasias, steel sutures 
                     for repair. World weary? one last lap, Mardi,
                     Dingolay. Chip tunnels on bass line, love sweat
                     salt away. Knock iron  ̶  night slits tight  ̶  Ash
                     bells warn  ̶  wire wing feathers fall break the day.
                                                                                       – W.W.

 

                                        

   
                            DREAM-REAL WOMAN

                      I surprise myself by dreaming up
                   a bold and open woman with no flags
                to wave but with a thousand questions to sprout.

                         ̶  and I thank her for her refusal
                to be bothered by how her boldness looks
             to the fear-shifting eyes in household mouseholes

                   ̶  and bless her beauty she is the first
                 
to celebrate, without apology
              polishing its temple's walls into outer

                   mirrors of the
flame that burns within
                ̶  and share with her the sadness of her strength
             that strides the Earth as one shepherd of the blind

                  and must take pause to wash its own eyes
                with their salty rivers that erode rust
              ̶  or with Heaven's rain that stings them into stars.

                         (from "Within The Wind" © by Brian Chan)

 

 

   

POEMS FOR FULL BLOWN TREES DOWN FIRST RESPONDERS

  

                                                                                         "….between the storm and the calm
                                                                                          between the nightmare and the sleeper
                                                                                       between the cradle and the reaper."
             
                                                                                 – John Agard, "Bridge Builder"                          

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

                       The oldest tree on our block came down as the last storm  ̶
                     "a nor'easter, turf crosser!"  ̶   swept through on buffalo wings.
                      It fell to rest on Mr. Sanchez' roof. Easy to assume its root
                      system was all surface, no heart. Mrs. Bourdy stepped outside
                      swinging: tenured trees feel locked in by city sidewalks; and vanities
                      like Mr. Sanchez' front lawn. The payback? hooded shoots infiltrating
                      his sewer lines, she tittered. Thy neighbor, your love.
                  
                      Mrs. Bourdy watched the storm from her attic window. The tree
                      withstood 30 years of wind battery, leaf hang, her marriage
                      to Mr. Bourdy (deceased). One mounting last push, over the top,
                      the pleasures of grounding up ripped. No sap weep, willow
                      style. How long can long standing allegories be sustainable?

                      M
rs. Bourdy hadn't noticed bird nests in the tree. Squirrels, yes,
                      playing tag and performing homeless traffic scurry. And some
                      times a tacked Lost Dog note. So goes the neighborhood.
                      Anyone could harvest tree bark make wine corks, she'd read
                      somewhere, though no one shows up in her dead of night
                      with plug or bark carving knife intentions.

                      The tree fall dealt a 10 foot slash in the sidewalk; it leaned in
                      branching daze, earth crust privies exposed; drivers stopped 
                      for Increíble! camera shots; a young man, they heard later,
                      not the screams, stepped on live power lines, cell sending
                      views. These new fangled hand devices, Mrs. Bourdy tsk
                      tsked, cradles so full of ourselves.
                             
                      Back inside she heard a chain saw buzzing her bow
                      windows. Heaven's gorilla! how did that fly thru pass the particle
                      screen? And what was taking the sanitation trucks so long,
                      gathering passed overs for bagpipes? fixing years left how limbs
                      were, give or take a bed mate, a tree hug.

                                                                             After awhile nothing seems amiss.
                      So your house roof leaks! catch a falling chord: cloud howl ruin 
                      day clean take turns like on line ancestors; bare mortals, we classify
                      leaf vacancy, Move on! Let mediums search parallels for clogged
                      artery parts, the walnuts you stock in that wind breaker chest.
                                                                                        Not freaking funny,
                      you find? Quantum poetics? Please. What news of footprint
                      pillars sand you don't follow? Thy neighbor's kingdom come,
                      will be done.
                                             -W.W.

 

                    

                          

 

 

 

                                   THE WIND REVEALS

 

                                                      that on Earth's merest surface
                                     all things interdepend
                          in a tango of bending and standing still,
                                   bending while
                             standing within the tugging silence
                                of depths that trust themselves.
                          What it cannot show is what only a man
                               can start to tell of an inner bell
                          that sways to ring in rhyming with the wing's swing

                          – a sounding that does not need to wave a flag
                               as proof of membership
                          of any knot of roots only weakened so.
                                   Do branches
                             of flowers and fruit point to their roots - 
                                or reach up to their seed
                          of the Sun? Does the squirrel or robin bow
                             to its own tail or wing or, stopped short
                          by men's fences, kneel to ghosts and bones of trees?

                          I let the wind in the hand go where it will,
                               let the hand be a cloud
                          or an unlabelled feather or flower or
                                   stone of light,
                             let the themes of my dreams remember
                              themselves like steam rising
                          from the Earth's core only to become her rain
                            whose fingers interlocking set free
                          all her tongues to bridging Silence's chasms.

                           (from "Within The Wind" © by Brian Chan)

 

FIRST SUN HOME SET WORLDS APART

  

                           
                On Dad's island, our meet your Grandpa trip, the village

                      bath ritual meant some down dip splashing; a shock to our
                      up reach chrome handling. Dad made me leave the camera
                      phone home. We'll walk and talk the trees the sea night creature
                      noise sun lime. Pan chippers like forest on road winding, catch 

                      sweat beads off breast bounce gleaming, my wish list.

                Grandpa's hand trembled pointing flood and land marks;
                      no patience with passwords, he prefers his walk man's inked
                      transactions. Comrades circuit short at corners, scratchy voice 
                      like Dad's vinyls, their dry season. Crossing streets his fingers
                      on shoulders felt bone grippy. This mobile generation, profile
                      glaze on pocket screens  ̶  who'll mind run save the nation?

                Visiting from London Grandpa's old friend observed 
                      from the verandah wickers: towns & villages here reassemble 
                      tempers caste in Delhi and Nairobi; sunsets dive fast through skin 
                      textures into same text estates; night shifts of snake beats suckle
                      wail.
Manners bypass service like retired diplomats. No bell ring
                      run from rape into the sea. You can watch rigged ships
                      harvesting at gated harbours.

                How's Samaroo doing, Grandpa's neighbor's son? came back
                      to play with his English girlfriend last Carnival. They heard
                      he'd smear Chinese dip sauce on her forehead, Sindoor
                      style, before they went to bed. Like he’s some Hindu
                      gangster, they clinked glass rims. Cool licks, my hit list.

                Dad's island home seems spared crowd Square death tolling. 
                      What difference did it make to you, Ma wondered. All that
                      we are is more or less returnable, he snapped. I told Grandpa

                      maybe I'll come back before his sun watch stops; richer
                      or poorer; faster, truth be told, up feeding blood
                      links, don't misunderstand me.
                                                                              W.W.

 

 

 

 

                                   

 

 

 

 

 

                                      TO THE EARTH OF INEVITABLE ASCENSION

 
                               I, your partial son, praise the whole of you
                            as I have praised some brother tree or man, and
                               hosts of sister grass-ears or bird-tongues, and
                               our one seed, your spouse, our father the Sun.

                               Now I admit and honour at last your
                            rich graveyard of compost and manure of birth,
                               and so encourage your slow pilgrimage
                               whose Mecca and Jerusalem will be

                               not only your own end of starhood but
                            also the willingness of men to allow 
                               in themselves the seeds of stars, seeds that will
                               sprout and pulse in harmony with Light's breath.

                               So now I plant such rhyming seed in you
                            and sense the receptive ripples of your womb,
                               and trust such innocent incest shall prove
                               new husbandry of all our shining fate.

                               (from "Within The Wind" © by Brian Chan)

 

 

 

HAND HARD CONTRACTS CHOICE THAT YIELDS

 

                                                                                            "…all the muttering kinship:
                                                                         Things with things, persons with objects,
                                                                         Ideas with people or ideas." 
                                                                                         - John Ashbery, "Vaucanson"

                                 I

                        A country boy's secret, a reason late to school:
                      his hand was squeezing smooth udders.
                                                                                    Early
                      rising he milked his father's cows, a little
                      business on the side which was fine once city
                      boys didn't find out; though in the lining of that chore
                      silver grains of shame heart beat fast grinding.

                           
                      After our Bunsen burn this parting sign  ̶  his secret 
                      safe, our gang of two  ̶  right hand raised, fingers squeezing
                      air fat  ̶  our way of forming futures unnamable, premises
                      of extraction we could count on to yield.              

                      Who's to say such gestures, muscling youth dream
                      fibres, don't shape the man?
                                                                   True, much depends
                      on where heads low at night, the man up poke rise
                      of you; the old money belt way hovering.

                            II

                           
                      Your nation at war or stand still, dehydrating under tents
                      and you not sure what to do with your hands?
                      which normally would signal to the pocket system
                      find paths to guns, or farm fruit picking;
                      dentistry, or palming off soccer balls. So country

                           
                      boy now sits in brooding khaki view of District
                      Security  ̶  a standpipe they go to for missions: search
                      and redress. His squad men donned in black,chase
                      raiders in braids like livestock loose in Chinese rice fields.                  

                      At a family dinner spread I shook his wife's pain
                      baking hands. Her body clothes pinned moist in mesh
                      veil packs full his pipe call frequency.  
                                                                        Those mornings squeezing
                      udders?  the school yard secret sign?  silent, active

                      like heart conditioning, sugar; like dust folk fables 
                      from radio days.

                            III

                           At times you lose interest in what's on the table.
                      You start wondering what holds in store for all assuming
                      all lies pieced together in a cloud somewhere. Oceans swell,
                      forests strip, things get done with them. Micro tears, worming
                      our chip based loves, secrete like enzymes  ̶  it's conceivable  ̶  
                    
 ideas we pursue fold rear; names we follow; that faith we grip
                      and breach and fuse as submissions serve or stall.  

                           Still waiting for updates, mounds golden
                      ripe per pound?  from nature improved
                      pods?  go ahead  ̶  click Enter  ̶  hope sun
                      seeds stream. Not before, not after, dare you
                      wash your hands who still can't help yourself. 
                                                                                        That
                      or, simple as this sounds, consider the cow.

                                                                                           -W.W.

 

 

                    

                    

 

                                 
  

                           TO THE CRYSTAL BALL IN MY HAND

         
                      May your body's cool purity temper my
                          body's fires as they
                      warm your wisdom, and your sphere-clear perfection
                          pierce the core of this
                      dull diamond and so seed it to a shining
                         of its inner sun,
                      so that, when I zigzag through the world tilting
                         between night and dawn
                      and noon, this presence of my bones loose among
                          my fellow future
                      cadavers shall be in lightening service
                         to dense shadows and
                      dark masks that signal a running from the night's
                         certain returning
                      fall – which you survive simply by swallowing
                        its dark into your
                      belly's limitless memory of dawn's light.

                     (from "Within The Wind" ©  by Brian Chan)

 

 

 

POEMS FOR OLD MEN CHECK HOP SKIP LIGHT ON

 

                    Looked at papi (90+ the other day) and wondered:
                    what sun beams – spirit, gene or grund  – 
                    through tree leaves track my trail.
                    His hair has thinned but he enjoys the prayer mode
                    console of the barber chair, the valet snip snip of scissors.

                    His brother, back in the islands, had the holy grey beard
                    of the village healer; full facial hair to signify wisdom,
                    scruffy importance, or mystic herb manhood; he'd rub
                    his finger rings for luck, trace routes for repatriation.

                    His brother, tooled for harvest like no one else, strip bladed
                    cane limbs found off citrus lanes; then as his fires waned
                    turned Baptist preacher, still believing he could make
                    hips sway mouths moan
while the children
                    fidgeted on hard benches.

                       More taciturn, papi’s a shortwave man; falls asleep to World
                    News Today
.  Among his found new habits: a moving bowel
                    scan; hot cold good morning! shower; baseball homers, collard
                    lasagna; head bobbing to Armstrong’s “Dream A Little Dream”;
                    old math skills once thought worth less; & his blood truce
                    with our wriggling ancestors.

                       He had two wives; the first one left, the second died;
                    he's walked brick towered over, shoved subway platform lines.
                    When time check lights, he figures, despite filed office white
                    teeth, wide east west numbered streets of strangers
                    not all kind, he’s had a good life here.

                       For heaven's sake, don’t pause and brood, 
                       or perch like Rodin's man props chin,
                       on toilet seats, he warns, the expert now.  

                                                                                                  -W.W.

 

 

                              

                    

 

 

 

                                            CLOSE-UP & FADE:

                                     This old man is a mist's or cloud's blur
                                  that, focusing itself, dissolves
                                       without raining or snowing.
                                       In the depth of his dark field,
                                  he frames you mirroring his fate
                                  of appearing and having to fade,
                                  and he climbs back to his vision's sleep
                                     disturbed to no issue but this
                                        shadow of your youth passing

                                          close, and too late.

                                    (from “Within The Wind" © Brian Chan)

 

 

ISLAND GET AWAY COOL MOVES ON

 

                       The flight plane left no vapor trail, her sister
                     waived, sighting street costumes in sky gray blue; 
                     not taking on the baggage handlers who’d catch her 
                     breezy skirt in the shutter of an eye any Republic day; 
                     then likki ting, likki ting, till the next out bounders gather.

                          Everybody stands, pulling down carry ons; bend, 
                     twist, cabin door waiting 1st check. Sitting, sensible
                     you might seem disabled, unfit to race; breath 
                     holding in place. How to move – borne bred
                     braised from bati mamzelle, douens on lime? 
                     done with hot oil pan, kilkitay off line?

                          Your bags on the carousel need identity marks, 
                     otherwise you could spend all day watching 
                     your belongings go round and back. At Arrivals, not
                     kindred eyes in hoodies, muttering, seem to dress you 
                     up and down – you’re never Whom they’re expecting.

                     Wait, is that you?  knit hat red, cheeks peckish
                     smooth touch cold, all set to pinch?  from blood thin
                     lips, How are ya?  puffs back at you. O, the permanence
                     new in the hug hello, new fat embedding.

                     Alone in the basement where folks let you bide, 
                     bundle loose near the storm door; kindness will gust 
                     then settle for passing wind. Turn, toss the cicadas,
                     Aedes of Aegypt perforating sleep; sink
                     marks on dreams you fleshed. Log in to night
                     engine noise, snow silent coating.

                                                                       You’ll wake to revelations –
                      old poet hands love stroking start up thighs; lift that
                           veil, heart that steel. When you’re clear to launch, step
                           over Ave Marias passed out in the lobby, mementos
                           not saved. Cross the street – see at the corner?  a store
                      front of Eve white roses, like island immortelles 
                      but with price tag?  Take the bus there to a far state.

                      They’ll see you coming miles away, like twilight      
                      hills on fire; steady – Set your mode? – scratch burn

                           through their frost – curve up ahead – Crow
                           scare power signs, bald eagles gripping the wires 
                           and – there, there, see? – you’re in – swing
                           or miss, your stem’s in play; breathe blue
                              particles of air,  
                      pitch your world, work at the who you are.

                                                                                             – W.W.      

 

                     

                  

                                  
                        FATES 
    
                       
We are of our times as peas are of the pod
                       
which they must quit, green and sweet to be devoured
                        by Time, or dry and eager to be sprouted
                       
in the hearts of infants yet to be conceived.
                   
                               (from “Within the Wind” ©  Brian Chan )

 

 

NOT NIAGARA, AND HOW LOVE FALLS

 

            
                                        Not ours to own, like a book, but to be with, and sometimes
                                  to be without, alone and desperate.
                                  But the fantasy makes it ours…”

                                            – John Ashbery, “Soonest Mended”
                                       

                  
                  Vijinie, who lets my gold rush pour into her gorge  ̶  the force!
                  she grips  ̶  confessed our Falls frightens her. On the ledge
                  she stands back trembling at its unreversing One Way.
                  There is no observation deck. Closer to the edge outstretched
                  arms could wrap around our wonder of the world.

                  You could take a plane there, a honey moony day trip; or hike
                  through ego friendly rivers, knotted stillness; one last
                  snake tailing trail. Tourist brochures gloss the cascade
                  Vámos! which local scribes consider for book covers.

                      According to reports, Aliya, at 23 fragrant & unfeathered, 
                  with a site tour party and a Korean couple, had seen 
                  enough, was heading back; stopped, turned  ̶  spark  
                  burn  ̶  dived in fusion, riding a silo beam straight up
                     our Fall 226 metres  ̶  breath 226 in out?
                           
                  The recovery team  ̶  Army Officers, 12 soldiers, 3
                  civilians  ̶  used a 1200 ft rope to winch the body
                     up the Fall side  ̶  trip switch not found.  
 
                              …  In mem. Aliya Bulkan
                             
 

                  Suicides are not uncommon here; thwarted young   
                  l
overs use old sugar estate exits; usually they swallow
                  poison like Juliet, or password distress. Family grief
                  howls like Lear, and leaves messages. Newscasts cry
                  Horror! then break away for theorists in swim suits: 
                     their stunts you wouldn’t believe.

                  In our Interior people hear voices . angels whispering
                  Come with us . spreading legends of the abyss  ̶   
                  the Indians who paddled over in sacrifice 
                  to the Great Spirit who, they say, craves
                  star crossed slits and tenders sweet deals.   

                  Vijinie, at 33 nymphish, back flips her All you Need
                  is Love tattoo, gold dust in hair wet. Her basin
                  bubbles until my down drawn loneliness hits rock
                  bottom. Her swirled pools send up a mist pillowing
                  rescue read rapture . making the dive splash free,
                  loss defying  >  Good gracious, 10  < perfect wonder.

                                                                                – W.W.

 

                             

 

                                                  
                       

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

                              LOVE AT LAST SIGHT

           
                         When some marvel fools the eyes it is the one

                             and final. When a love, lonely known
                         only as buried beneath distraction-stones,
                            lifts its head, shows its face – like the Sun’s

                         above the pale curb of night’s despair over
                            not being ever known for its stars
                         climbing and falling to disappear never;
                           like one such star’s arcing through the spheres –

                         to rhyming recognitions of eyes eager
                           for sharp surprises of the Other
                         no stranger but the reprise of the Sister

                           or Brother or Mother or Father

                                     or other memory of angelic trust
                           – and even if trust was betrayed, cast
                        away, lost or unacknowledged like a ghost

                           too close not to be ignored, but 

                        when it wanders off, an unattended cloud
                           of revisions needing to be read
                        – unless trust-blind lovers would lose for good
                          one last glimpse of love’s star unfaded.

                           (from “Within the Wind.” ©  Brian Chan )

 

 

 

BODY PART BRIEFS & HIP HOORAYS

 

                                                       
                                             "Peace is a full stop.
                                           
And though we had some chance of slipping past the blockade,
                                             now only time will consent to have anything to do with us,
                                             for what purposes we do not know.”
                                                                                        – John Ashbery 

                                                                                        from “Chinese Whispers”, 2001

                        So what’s the mandate? the masked executor asked
                      the Governor, his axe paused in a golfer’s down
                      swing through; blade open gleaming, This is
                      what we do.

                      Someone’s chopping heads and limbs, leaving quarterly
                      memos off cocaine highways; faith based scat wired
                      devices display your résumé with the fruits & vegetables.
                      Scarved mothers, be advised. Rosary beads, track markers.

                      Clit eyelid nipple tongue – ears so last
                      millenium! – lower back tattoo: what why not’s
                      left to pierce hook brand? Mum did only nostrils,
                      back in Mumbai – meanwhile fat gathers; bones
                      on line wait shake rattle.

                      Lip moist, finger stroke, smooth thigh show; chest span, O
                      the night shift dangle! See, these pins snag rip reel
                      the heart, “Soul’s born to swim, love plays
                      bit part” – no, not quite Nietzsche, though his
                      trade mark. 

                      That vibrate buttock thing – there must be
                      a method, trick, an app so upstarch girls can do it;
                      hear Fernando Botero grinding teeth in sleep
                      like size still matters. Go, fringe plait!

                      Lamborghini sirens toasting, bass artery pounding red, 
                      chicks like bullets grazing your neck, cool million loitering
                      near horse reamed quakes and private jet suicides: no
                      “Mercy” – summer 12 – hip streets K.West. 

                      Stone club sword bayonet bomb forty 
                      seven – right now we’re drone proficient: less
                      in your face, more never know what hit you!
                      They’re working on the vaporizer: dust to dust
                      free, baby! – tree limbs saved.
                                                                                 -W.W.

 

 

 

                      

                  


 
 

      

                                  CERAMIC CALYPSO

                               open or closed, it is
                            not too hard to be a hole:
                            sooner or later, you know,
                               you will be fed some thing

                               some body needs to lose.
                            you will never feel hunger
                            unless all who live here quit
                               the scene, this way or that.

                               sometimes you wish they would:
                            you are weary of being
                            crushed and flushed and brushed. but left
                               alone, you would become

                               rusty, fusty, crusty.
                            better to stay in service,
                            though therein the horror lies:
                               there are no surprises

                                      left: all variations
                            on the theme of human waste
                            have but one resolution:
                               come to pass, gone for good

                               but somehow here to stay.

                   (from “Within The Wind” © by Brian Chan)

 

 

POEMS FOR PROFESSORS OF TIME (& ISLE MORES LIVE)

 

                                                                                                  for Imhade U.

                                                                                    I

                                    
                             
When did they come ashore? like hook-hand pirates? Look,
                              there! end of the road Brazilians encamped, at the other

                              the Chinese; for oil or gold or fairy tale treasure, boat loads
                              of exotic diggers feeling up day breaks for confrontation:
                              her island sweet pepper bush against new buccaneers.
                              Coast inlets breached? who let them stay?
                 

                                                                      Those bamsies elected for siren
                              escort Hollow Follow! with posey pot players’ big
                              belly work on stage
wanted limbo exchange for her currency
                              of years. Flambeau
heart, upwind in flutter – ground here?
                              she’d wing,
move time flickering elsewhere.

                                                                                         II

 

                               She spoke of new city life, migrant reservations,
                               family embers who’d shout cook old bird foods
                               when Italian pizza was just around the corner, and
                               that speared meat, what’s it called? and
                               dips in swirled jamoony sauce.

                                                                                   Well, when I came,
                               fleeing the sirens of bamsies on stage, you could stroll
                               fabled streets, stop shop book titles in windows.
                               You hope to face the day seized with iSpace? memory
                               links hand held?  plus island cultivations? not even
                               the genuine article, east of real India, Africa west.
                               A real Gucci would joust you off sidewalks; unzipped
                               Japanese girls know possibility plays, they climb glass
                               mountains with eyes wide closed and parasols.


                                                                                        III

                               Pledge set eyes awed, a survivor tending futures!  
                               next thing you know, from orchid pink lips, “Enough,
                               Tuesday chippin’s under wearing. Let me twine
                               myself with thee.”

                                                                After shared talk laugh sighs,
                               what purpose?
Caught, they’d send her home, I’d lose
                               my tenure.
“I’ve stripped to my soul for you – off
                               with alarm.”

                               Ok, here’s a gate, garden, felt paths to pact. First, huddled
                               hugs like snow down feathering the grass. Something more
                               comfortable?  this thick white blanket on our landing
                               green, the stars aligned, a tiled roof Eden rented
                               for one night.

                                                                                IV

                                                                      Hard shipped to toil on island
                               shores of cropped compliance, cut last for crossing fresh,
                               who knew what port we’d find, fearing the gods
                               Date Due. Sure, fast fattened cell mate hips, sky vault
                               brick glass guarded; nights we’re too tired to take
                               breath deep. Here you get old by the hour and paid;
                               an icy wind feeds longing to the eye.
                                          

                                                                                      Curved kite
                               dancer of unknowing, dare I grade you up away?
                               down bite marks in the margins? Yes, we're tested;
                               not much from script; with each limb bare you
                               stretch raise torque up rush.
                                                                                         -W.W.

                                                     

 

 

                                   AFTER WORDS,

                                                         you embraced me
                                  as though you were rescuing
                                  a child out of the quicksand
                                  of a floundering desire,
                                  but who the child, whose the urge?
                                  And did the tongue of fire fusing
                                  your breast and mine utter not
                                  only recognition but
                                  also dismissal, a kind
                                  of farewell manured by good
                                  common sense fed by the fear
                                  of drowning in the maelstrom
                                  of our own insistent flames?

                                (from “Gift Of Screws” by Brian Chan)

 

 

 

MARSELLUS’ STRUGGLES IN 10th GRADE

 

                                                          
                                                             Skin like midnight, baby, white sheet on its way,
                                                             Skin like midnight, baby, white sheet on its way,

                                                  Jus’ know your Mama loves you, prays for the break of day."   
                                                                                                            - unrecorded Blues lyric

                                  
                                           Late for class, bouts with anger, too lean
                              for baggy-sagging – hip shoulder glide through
                              bowls of raisins, winter suns, Hansberry & Martin

                              fiction dreams corn rows tight set for homework.

                                                       Never knew, know what you’re saying!
                             days stopped & searched, street cornered bitch again;

                                    black looks snot wiped, white look aways, snuffed fear
                                    they dare you share outside the crew; cool Math mapping:
                            [lead point stray/intended] ÷ [licensed breath remaining]
                                   and your parent’s Sunday shepherd churching,
                                   her single lamb picked off, the blue wolf cruising.

                                                        Happy, still, you graduated;
                                   shook your hand so hard from years knife
                                   chipping, shaping the grip of Exit found,
                                   all grown & ready – Go, get medieval! – for
                                   that flag caped mutha – any triggery
                                   finger! – fucker, making you grind halt again.
                                                                                                 -W.W.

 

                                                                                      

                       

                                   

 

                                                 CLOUD

                                   I come to pass
                                   like everything else but I
                                   do not pretend that pausing denies
                                   the stretch. I’m already no longer
                                   myself: quick, pause
                                   and read what you can of your dark mind
                                   in my faithless body of a thousand urgings
                                   and as many faces, all as naked as they’re shadowed,
                                   as good as gone.

                                 (from “Scratches On The Air” by Brian Chan)