POEMS FOR PROFESSORS OF TIME (& ISLE MORES LIVE)

 

                                                                                                  for Imhade U.

                                                                                    I

                                    
                             
When did they come ashore? like hook-hand pirates? Look,
                              there! end of the road Brazilians encamped, at the other

                              the Chinese; for oil or gold or fairy tale treasure, boat loads
                              of exotic diggers feeling up day breaks for confrontation:
                              her island sweet pepper bush against new buccaneers.
                              Coast inlets breached? who let them stay?
                 

                                                                      Those bamsies elected for siren
                              escort Hollow Follow! with posey pot players’ big
                              belly work on stage
wanted limbo exchange for her currency
                              of years. Flambeau
heart, upwind in flutter – ground here?
                              she’d wing,
move time flickering elsewhere.

                                                                                         II

 

                               She spoke of new city life, migrant reservations,
                               family embers who’d shout cook old bird foods
                               when Italian pizza was just around the corner, and
                               that speared meat, what’s it called? and
                               dips in swirled jamoony sauce.

                                                                                   Well, when I came,
                               fleeing the sirens of bamsies on stage, you could stroll
                               fabled streets, stop shop book titles in windows.
                               You hope to face the day seized with iSpace? memory
                               links hand held?  plus island cultivations? not even
                               the genuine article, east of real India, Africa west.
                               A real Gucci would joust you off sidewalks; unzipped
                               Japanese girls know possibility plays, they climb glass
                               mountains with eyes wide closed and parasols.


                                                                                        III

                               Pledge set eyes awed, a survivor tending futures!  
                               next thing you know, from orchid pink lips, “Enough,
                               Tuesday chippin’s under wearing. Let me twine
                               myself with thee.”

                                                                After shared talk laugh sighs,
                               what purpose?
Caught, they’d send her home, I’d lose
                               my tenure.
“I’ve stripped to my soul for you – off
                               with alarm.”

                               Ok, here’s a gate, garden, felt paths to pact. First, huddled
                               hugs like snow down feathering the grass. Something more
                               comfortable?  this thick white blanket on our landing
                               green, the stars aligned, a tiled roof Eden rented
                               for one night.

                                                                                IV

                                                                      Hard shipped to toil on island
                               shores of cropped compliance, cut last for crossing fresh,
                               who knew what port we’d find, fearing the gods
                               Date Due. Sure, fast fattened cell mate hips, sky vault
                               brick glass guarded; nights we’re too tired to take
                               breath deep. Here you get old by the hour and paid;
                               an icy wind feeds longing to the eye.
                                          

                                                                                      Curved kite
                               dancer of unknowing, dare I grade you up away?
                               down bite marks in the margins? Yes, we're tested;
                               not much from script; with each limb bare you
                               stretch raise torque up rush.
                                                                                         -W.W.

                                                     

 

 

                                   AFTER WORDS,

                                                         you embraced me
                                  as though you were rescuing
                                  a child out of the quicksand
                                  of a floundering desire,
                                  but who the child, whose the urge?
                                  And did the tongue of fire fusing
                                  your breast and mine utter not
                                  only recognition but
                                  also dismissal, a kind
                                  of farewell manured by good
                                  common sense fed by the fear
                                  of drowning in the maelstrom
                                  of our own insistent flames?

                                (from “Gift Of Screws” by Brian Chan)

 

 

 

MARSELLUS’ STRUGGLES IN 10th GRADE

 

                                                          
                                                             Skin like midnight, baby, white sheet on its way,
                                                             Skin like midnight, baby, white sheet on its way,

                                                  Jus’ know your Mama loves you, prays for the break of day."   
                                                                                                            - unrecorded Blues lyric

                                  
                                           Late for class, bouts with anger, too lean
                              for baggy-sagging – hip shoulder glide through
                              bowls of raisins, winter suns, Hansberry & Martin

                              fiction dreams corn rows tight set for homework.

                                                       Never knew, know what you’re saying!
                             days stopped & searched, street cornered bitch again;

                                    black looks snot wiped, white look aways, snuffed fear
                                    they dare you share outside the crew; cool Math mapping:
                            [lead point stray/intended] ÷ [licensed breath remaining]
                                   and your parent’s Sunday shepherd churching,
                                   her single lamb picked off, the blue wolf cruising.

                                                        Happy, still, you graduated;
                                   shook your hand so hard from years knife
                                   chipping, shaping the grip of Exit found,
                                   all grown & ready – Go, get medieval! – for
                                   that flag caped mutha – any triggery
                                   finger! – fucker, making you grind halt again.
                                                                                                 -W.W.

 

                                                                                      

                       

                                   

 

                                                 CLOUD

                                   I come to pass
                                   like everything else but I
                                   do not pretend that pausing denies
                                   the stretch. I’m already no longer
                                   myself: quick, pause
                                   and read what you can of your dark mind
                                   in my faithless body of a thousand urgings
                                   and as many faces, all as naked as they’re shadowed,
                                   as good as gone.

                                 (from “Scratches On The Air” by Brian Chan)

 

 

 

NEWS HIGH LIGHTS DARK INNOCENCE

 

 

                                                                 Requiem aeternam dona eis, Domine,
                                                         et lux perpetua luceat eis.”
      
                                                                                           – Requiem Mass

                                Mujeres in migraine storm, occupy a morgue,
                             naming, wanting the bodies of loved ones
                             struck numb in a prison fire.                                      

                             Fear borne refugees cross burnt fields away 
                             from villages ravaged by soldiers; drop infants
                             too heavy to carry, leave bones not keeping up.

                             Memo declassified: from men upright in blue
                             suits: to men with chest medal drawers: Our future
                             is in your hands. Burn their library.

                             Island school youth sentenced five years for stealing
                             spice mango sleeps back to the window –
                             fearing his bed – watching the door.

                             God shrilling warriors hurl stones, ferry open
                             coffins of comrades shot up check scarf streets;
                             gather again fresh, stone fresh.

                             Sun waxed plants stored away by squirrels
                             thirty two thousand years ago see,
                             disbelieving, skies of spring again, cheer scientists.

                             Days of glory, nights of stars – what, from nothing
                             fallen, buried for that first tribe stare touch word?
                             what something? whose voices of release?
                                                                                          – W.W.

  

                         

 

                                        PLAINER AND PLAINER

                                          my confusion
                                       of voice and eye, nothing
                                       left to prove or
                                       improve: a plain peace

                                       sculpting certain
                                       ghosts drifting in and out
                                       of time, the wind caught
                                       by an ancient curtain:
         
                                       sketches of essences,
                                       graphs of a stare
                                       whose centre is any,
                                       whose aim is all.

                                         (from “Fabula Rasa” by Brian Chan)

 

POEMS FOR FAITH iCHOOSE (& QUIEN SABE?)

  

                     Raised to bury or block thrill display, tamp down
                   spread fires until the right darkness when there’s
                   no excuse, he can get madrass bad all he want. Fresh
                   water lily blooming years , the having to cross a river
                   of lizards, uniformed for learning. Ankle socks skirting
                   city masques, shops that would shutter quickly if snatch
                   street dogs unchain making you run for fabric cover.

                     
                  All of which jewels you the rani of cold wait, brown eyes 
                  on search clues for newspaper crosswords on Metro rides.

                  From close in feel of others you extricate. Leg pant sleeve 
                  scarf export ovals of virtue, scorn all you want! There’s honour,
                  too, in silence, men with beady eyes and fingers teach. 


                  A secret worth keyholes? everybody codes one. Okay, your mother
                  one day pulls you past this house, a woman crying her fate
                  out under a tree, wife hammer, in hammock, swing pending.

                  What if your serve time’s being arranged? lamb cheeks raised,
                  the chosen vowed to rear? Indigo & beards, they say, share
                  flower bed licks, bless compliant lips; the leaf rustle of undress.
                              
                 
Victoria you’re not, Sha’riya, gyal. Reed slim you wisp past
                  swayed behinds tattoos on spine. Plus,
why back side with bugging
                  issues, gnats to ambition? 

                                                      Desire, futures horned in gold, swell locked.
                  In Crescent 
village news gather for breaking: Girl doing fine. No
                  time
 to link. Busy studying
                                                                        Still, what if, chance 
              
                  willing  ̶  angst amber!  ̶  ankle bracelets raise? one leg 
                 
has flashed through the fabric slit, you’re learning
                  the tango noon prayers never intended.
                                                                                  Sacred months

                  pass. João (de Janeiro) might notice now you wider whirl,
                  faith weights of expectation lifting; petal webbed, not quite
                  the renouncer. Tracking off.
                                                            Wired paths
from profile page
                  found  ̶  Olá e Bem-Vinda!  ̶  saved.
Reset you’re all.

                                                                                      - W.W.
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                           THE MASKED MAN TO THE MADAME

                        To the tango of blood that hurries,
                        woman of green, waltz only. Across
                        the cobra’s forehead that burns as it
                        tries to climb your ladder of fire, drape
                        your snow veil. Wait until night to drop
                        your buds and thorns on to roofs of sleep
                        and to the moon’s flag a feather kiss.
                                    
                         (from “Fabula Rasa” by Brian Chan)

 

JAMAICA FAREWELL? NO NO NO

 

                          Our time on stage, how we balled and raved,
                     the Mystic Revs, high turquoise waves,
                     John & Zulaika, compañero Joe, Carroll
                     whose dance moves swelled with forgiveness.
                     Clinging to maroons of bass how we soared,
                     unpierced navels and constant springs, single
                     white Aussie knee grip on the drum – Go deh natty!

                     The smell of bus diesel to Cross Roads, trod down
                     town for new Marley 45, smoky darkness of Roger Mais
                     hills, the birth of dreadlock blues. The streets after
                     Rodney, how we surged, downpressed, batty bwoy,
                     blood & seed & I, news of the struggle in Mozam-
                     bique, black brown haute class forming
                     rites,
women 1st  Ministers cut priming – Sight?

                     Ikael whose Israelites wouldn't stand for reason, base
                     line bound MMorris slicing poems like tennis balls,
                     the rude bwoy who tossed his bike in the pool
                     when they wouldn't let him; other dash aways 
                     kin torn, stealing mango for dinner, peeled orange 
                     from the rolling calf tree. Cross many rivers gun
                     rain, and duppy curing canna leaf, conqueror for eye.

                     No no, gone-a-foreign mi no play, mi no smoke
                     pipe painter wanti-want you how you were,
                     grass grow long, drying now grey years. 
                     Seh sky blue mountain, return past due?
                     No no no, the skies hail up dew new;
                     see't come running? bolt like time flew? 
                     Life pounding, life still; iPower fall fi yu.

 
                                                                           – W.W.

 

                                

                    

 

                                
                           BIRD 

                           My wings flutter before they fold
                         as once more I settle
                         for this flatness
                         of earth I can always soar above but
                         never ignore.
             

                       (from "Thief With Leaf" by Brian Chan)
                      

 

POEMS FOR HABIT RENT (& BATH HOME FREE)

 

              Otherwise a good tenant Hamid lets bulbs burn all day
            in every room through winter. Makes no sense, I told him:
            how do you sleep? how much do you send home?
                            "Do you know in my village? there are 24 hour
                             funeral pyres for body disposal."   
                                                   Excuse me! and the shoeless
            skinny old river gods fired  ̶  they failed to ferry dead
            souls 'cross the Ganges  ̶  strike back with sewage
            garlands and immersions, but what do I know?

                                      "But who're we here? tails working
            off? like slave device?" Hadassah: to the Pizzeria
            help who swears under the Mali wrap she wears
            from Spring 'til Fall her buttocks shudder.
                                                      She rents on the 17th floor
            cleansed view of sky and peaks and domes salt slates;
            she prizes her acrylic bathtub, she strips lowers tears
            away for hours through bird calls petals prayers.
            No hands dare reach touch sponge inside
            her thighs again, and how do I know?
                  care takers hear: swollen résumés relieving  
                  fear slime wiped, stomachs rewiring. 

                                                           See, back there  ̶  no word,
            some missing arms and legs  ̶  blood let left sigh assume
            you didn't transfuse. Only the coyotes' rapture whiffs where
            last your bones sought rest: so close the Arizona fence,
                  so near the Lampedusa shore where lungs
                  scoop bailing bailing out the chest; where worn    
                  from wait! a cobra head demands you spread
                  I take, or else! life savings lost right there. 

            Free reset means light bills paid, with fist
            on heart and limbs pledged wide you can
            design abodes for borders! die or dare, take
            leopard steps to side walk vamps of rupture. 
                                                                        Being the Super,
                  these things I know; they're cyclothymed to happen.
                  You hear knee angers sudding swirling drain to schools
                  of effluence forming in the earth. And mine like metal
                  earth rare your own business. 
                                                                       -W.W.

                                      

                  

 

 

                           MAROON ON NOVEMBER ROCK 

                        With no books by which to read me now, I write
                        one, on the blank air; with a finger trace
                        the wordless mountains of memory
                        as in and out of clouds they haze,

                                erasing and rewriting

                       their peaks; and with my breath reshape
                       my book of days whose light daily still  
                       returns yet nightly longer and longer
                       stays sunk beneath this indifferent swelling sea.
                   
                       (from "Scratches On Air" by Brian Chan) 

        

REAL QUICK TRAFFIC REPORTS (& OTHER SIGNALS)

 

 

                  LAST LICKS BEFORE EXIT  


              Old folk will tell you the sound of death
              approaching, as gunmen traffic up yours, is like
              potow pow-pow on our island; while elsewhere boosh
              you hear as death's pointy face, next up
              & piqued, leaves a hot then warm bed chamber.

              According to my source gun down you don't
              that way; straight up I'm saying: when death moves in,
              usually unalloyed, no Aloha you hear, no Jehovah
              vending door smile; though just before the decresend

              souls standing (fates in waiting?) in white
              light; your life so far exploding stars blowing
              by in meteor swoosh or keynotes flashing –

              the au revoiree falls, or staggers clutching, climbing. Now
              by chance if near the exit ramp you en passant
              are willing to lend assistance, be prepared 
              to listen for time up syllables red spread refusing,
              like mama mia, mai; or moeder, muddafucker

              still breathing? then make a cradle of one arm
              while with free fingers 112 speed dial ("Stay
              with me", till you find out mainframe's unplugged);
              and thank your Krishna the Lord for cellphones,
              there you go, there. you. go.

                  Meanwhile moments of silence
                  give even bell strokes
                  pause: crescent tumor flood bitches sons –
                  what train we didn't hear coming?

                                                                   -W.W.

 

 

             
     


 
  

 

 

               
                              BUSINESS AS USUAL   


                        In night's grave beyond my floor
                        one more motor throbs like Poe's
                        heart, a gaping door's
                        slammed shut
                        and another ghost moves on
                        to his latest rock of smoke. 

                        I who know no rest must feel
                        such stabs of proof that other
                        hearts will refuse to stay put
                        as edged mirrors of my own
                        pursuit of nothing but breath

                        so that when some other knife
                        of night splits my heart enough
                        to make this dream of blood burst,
                        I will have been well rehearsed
                        in both leaving and never.

                       (from "Fabula Rasa" by Brian Chan)

POEMS FOR SHORT OF BREATH (& CURVED THE BLADE)

 

                
         Got one virgin banana fo' you, gyal, the taxi 
         driver through road grind heat tried, braking
         for a straggle of cows sun stroked reneging; a cigarette
         like fare scout behind his right ear. Thighs chafe.

         He come home last night late; not one word; gone
         out again, her mardi gras cleavage cried; wetting
         the plants in her nightie, the shaggy dog on the patio
         panting paying she no mind. Sinus caverns next.

         In Japan Ministers does bow & resign for cracking
         bad jokes, which reminds me – Lexi, schedule
         a press briefing; and where the whip? I go show
         these mokos who they playing with here. Jumbie rider.

         House hush up, he does want to kneel over my face
         with it, belly like pumpkin blooming, finger grip
         for hand cuff. I does turn mih head. And vex so if
         curry shrimp and choka not ready. stuffing in. you wait.

         I don't want to sound political in terms of
         statistics per se power pointing the authenticity of
         narco white whale identifiers – yes, pass by me nah - Wahab,
         the Lighthouse man – coast guardian of the nation.

         For Lexi a towel wrap round like sarong after bath up
         dates her heritage East; plus flights to Japan for banker
         boyfriend noodle slurping dragon breath ocean tonnage high rise.
         In working order, her parachute; inside the zaboca, her home.

         After noon high blue on our island – like from 3 to 6? – the long
         way home from schoolhouse, impulse and restraint;
         that bad mind in khaki, eyes following we – ay aay
         aaay! – stop phone and listen: hell's cross road sweet vendors.
                                                                              – W.W.

 

 

                


 
 


 

                VERSE LYRIC

                Sometimes, it's possible, all of it, to feel
                one has actually lived, has actually had
                a life, has – even as it's slipping away
                into the cracks of other lives, other worlds
                as they are slipping down the throat of one's own

                Sometimes I don't even have to talk like that,
                don't have to think, can simply lean at the top
                of invisible stairs in a house of sleep
                and entertain my bloodstream and my breath and
                the routine stabs and groans off the wall of time

                Sometimes I can kiss your mouth and that's enough
                or enough the wanting only, the waiting
                for desire to take its own sweet shape without
                our having to manipulate a moment
                into some puffy proof of our rock of love

                Sometimes as now when there is nothing to say
                I can open my mouth or a book and sing
                or read my life of love, no less, in the most
                artificial lyrics of liars long dead
                and such magic outlives a million amens
           
                          (from "Scratches On Air" by Brian Chan) 

 


 

POEMS FOR LOVE SPUN HOME (& SWEPT AWAY)

 

                                                                               for Sandra L. and Alison K.

         I

         
      When they returned like seamen from trawler toil – with Hons.
      tales of head winds cold, tastes acquired (for excellent wines,
      say) – a village heart just had to have one. Indra snagged
      hers the night he spilled his drink; she fussed with napkins,
      touched a purple stain, jamoon desire. (Estranging logic
      strings our castnets and dreams, shaghopper.)

      Dry walls and ankle bells could mute nightie passion,
      sheets smiling. Indra learned to furrow the plough
      place lips up loading the plough man – Flag?
      what easy virtue honour shame? when a girl
      bone sensors high alert! moves out wants
      in for the pound?  

      After the first child she tired, wait nah, he picked on her
      house care 'not geisha', politique oblige leaving her out; for
      each shed tear a name. Rivuleting through hot irons heart blisters
      she'd gather down stream from his singlet & silence; bhaji boil,
      done.

      II

      
      Indra shaped out the day the alter hero sailed in – an ecofriendly
      Canadian on assignment, mast head stiffened by how the races
      seemed to get along; proof of which he took back. (Love conquers,
      the wharf dwarfs the ship; take a cruise, you'll see, bloghopper.)

      In his suburb docked away seems now she's doing just fine;
      a second child's come along plus wardrobe for seasons
      leaf raking the attic and Omigod! headlights on deer.
      Ok, flag wavers, prance: bare navel gaming the other;
      the tribe betrayed; cow shedding all along.

      Up wining wings expecting gyurl with braids? grip comfort
      while you wait. World traveled miles make nest ballooning
      news; for canefield stems chic fodder, Vedic kokers embittering
      fuse. Incoming over soon, packed camel heart.
                                                                       – W.W.


                


 

 

 

                          WE MEET, 

                                embrace and then I can but lean
                    in silence towards you like a bough full
                    of fruits listening for the voice of the earth-
                    locked roots that feed it: you and I are of
                    the same tree of disinterested passion,
                    ardour well-behaved 'as a guide or mode
                    of hope' that will not call its name for fear
                    of so slackening the rope of balance taut
                    between not enough and too much, the path
                    of light above the circus-sand sprouting
                    dry grooved totems to the gods of routine
                    that promise plastic fruits and cowards' nets
                    of if for when (as we fear, so we must)
                    we fall.
      
                       (from "Gift Of Screws" by Brian Chan)

 


                  

POEMS FOR PAIN GRATITUDE LOSS (& HARDSHIP ISLANDS)

               
            
   PAIN

              "Overnight, pardner, a corbeau drop one  
               on yuh boy brand new (dhal colour) cruise;
               and now watch him driving to work,
               no time to stop and car wash;
               at the traffic light, in the three lane crawl
               is work that drop working on the car paint."

              "I know the feeling. That does hurt, boy."

             
               GRATITUDE

              "When de Minista find them a big work
               they so excited, 1st paycheck they bring
               a mango fo' he."

              "That could cause problems fo' de Minista."

              "Nah, once the mango below 2000 yuh clear."
               Over 2000 you might have something to declare."    

     

  

             


 

 


                HARDSHIP

               "Is why you walking so slow? like
                you in turtle speed."

               "Is tired I tired, hear nah:
                last week was pain no gain at the airport. Mon.
                I had three wheelchair. Tue.
                I had four wheelchair. Wed.
                I had five wheelchair. I had
                was to call in sick the next day.
                Is strain & drain pushing dem old people, boy."

                   


               GONE ARE THE DAYS

                           
                Sign on the front gate: Beware Of The Dog.
                Fella in yuh yard, he bust through the back fence,
                he looking plum & mango – "And I talk to him
                about it" – gone are the days.

                Your pit (maul pampered, not Johnson & Johnson) ketch
                him red rump like agouti, you proud of the moment.
                Medic pronounce him blood lost on arrival, 
                fellas in white overalls cart him away.

                Yuh pit name Caesar, all who jump the fence
                must render unto Caesar – gone are the days.
                Is eyepassing, right? what he doing in yuh yard?
                the laws of the tall grass; is sad, one less.

                Some dogs dangerous, some fellas gone baddest;
                temperament shots some dogs and fellas need.
                Hosing down the scene, still proud of the moment?
                for plum and mango? – gone are the days.

                Wave something and goodbye - ripped souls beg comprehension,
                old wounds refresh unseen; easy to bed time night lime,
                pretend your hands wash clean. Oi, down the road I
                gone, boy; that bass and steel drum play mean.
                                                                                  -W.W.