TAKING DARLINJEE ON

  

 

                                                                                                     
                                                                    "I grow coarser; and more modern"   
                                                                          – Rosemary Tonks, "The Sofas,
                                                                             Fogs, and Cinemas"

 

                         When she came along  ̶  pink moon petals from rock bare  
                         out source East; not shielding difference with head light deer
                        
freeze dart  ̶  I tell you, she was good. Night fevers she'd
                         distill pale morning accounts, whatever this folder wanted
                         with her.

                         Always the smile  ̶  you'd think she'd closed the filing
                         cabinet just in time [ In the State of Rayuela * She had
                           smiled at him, as if she were trying to understand.* ]

                           In the vault  ̶  our breath thrust rushed up zipping end
                        
of day  ̶  no past time keys to parse whether she preferred
                         the desk top. All season fingers changed the code made sure
                         whatever happened our game off grid bird feathered
                         up the nest. 

                         Transfer years forward  ̶  dark sides zebra crossing  ̶  she'd grown
                        
cherub wings  ̶  Still single? watching profits grow?  ̶  main
                        
frame no longer corporate testing  ̶  nonrecharging blue the red
                        
tomato slicing appétit!   

                                                                                     I was left dictate 
                         standing d
own sure no more what floating pain the future 
                      
  would send in  ̶  company boss hardly beloved, intern
                         diversifying stock, the thirst fund slaking taking all
                         for granted.      

                                                   Others saving for the after life defer
                         the big game hunger: how and where and still we crouch
                         scent trade self definitions; app raise the rear view wrong
                         sometimes with only dragged cross hair loss sluggish stream
                         to show for it.  
                                                                                     
                                                                  Your undone so
  ̶  "Good morning"
                         
 ̶̶  unlinked one.
                                                               Believe we must I guess some logging
                         synergy continues long on. Fire the joyas burn again head
                         lift; not smiling much though.

                                                                                              – W.W.

 

 

 

                        

  

 

 

                                     

                             NOW
           

                             The only future that calls to me
                             is the one that is no longer one.
                             The promising golden sun of dawn
                             gives way to a crystal purity 
                             that in turn becomes the blaze of noon. 

                             There is a Chinese clock that shows time
                             neither linear nor circular
                             but an ever-unfolding flower
                             always shifting, remaining the same,
                             a figure beyond hope-or-despair.

                             And yet, and yet, running up the stairs
                             of lust for the sun of my own soul,
                             I meet your rising full moon and fall
                             back down the cave where the lone wolf hears
                             tomorrow's moans matching now his call.

                             (from "Nor Like An Addict Would"  ©  by Brian Chan)

  

 

 

Review Article: WHAT JOHNNY SAID TO THE QUEEN

  

                    England's Queen Elizabeth II visited the colony of British Guiana in
                    1966. The visit, recorded for storage by a British film crew, went
                    according to plan and protocol: with lines of local dignitaries
                    extending gloved hands; bouquets and dance presentations, the
                    exchange of proprieties; crowds lining the streets, some breaking to
                    run with the motorcade. In its own way an official visit packed with
                    the orchestrated expectations of its time.

                    The "progressive" forces of the day, exhibiting what might be
                    considered a passive defensive (and turf patrolling) mindset, had called
                    on the populace to boycott the occasion; perhaps fearing any display
                    of public enthusiasm for royal visits might distract from the ideological
                    march to anywhere, coast clear of colonial markers.
 

                    British Guiana became Guyana in the following year, and for a short
                    period after that the nation witnessed an upheaval of cultural
                    expression. John Agard was part of a creative movement which culmi-
                    nated in the showcase of regional talent during the seminal
                   "Carifesta" event in 1972.

                    He moved to England in the 1970s and has lived there ever since,
                    publishing poetry collections for children, garnering awards; and
                    performing "hit" poems on tour to delight and applause.

                    One crowning moment must have been his visit with Queen Elizabeth in
                    2012 to receive the Queen's Gold Medal for Poetry (an achievement, it
                    bears pointing out, that was grounded in those formative years in
                    Georgetown.)
 

                    Agard's development as a poet started with his youthful involvement in
                    the theatre arts. It bypassed the customary path through University so
                    that text and author have found a "voice" unaffected by the bland duty
                    that sometimes tasks language; as might seem the case with, say,
                    Guyanese professors Mark McWatt and David Dabydeen whose poems,
                    happy to revisit and review the passage of human suffering and
                    time's dust,
accomplish much with collegial ado but feel safer sticking
                    to the home o
ffice grid. 

 

 

Queen shares a laugh w John Agard

                                                 [Poet John Agard shares a laugh with Queen Elizabeth II] 

 

                    In the 1990s a stint as Writer in Residence at London's South Bank
                    Centre cast Agard as that weirdly successful "Bard at the Beeb" whose
                    words became suddenly available to beebish listeners. In his latest
                    collection, "Travel Light Travel Dark" he pokes around the baggage of
                    imperial geographics for truths undeclared: "Is that the blood/ of the
                    Gambia/ flowing under a Thames aria?"  "What light can your green
                    darkness, Atlantic,/ shed on a traffic that has scarred your waters?"

                    He assembles teams of celebrated players for a friendly (pre-season
                    like) game of  questioning assumptions and probing paradoxes. There
                    are star performers like Prospero, Caliban, Jimi Hendrix & Handel
                    (from "Water Music"), Sussex, Chelsea, Georgetown (from Guyana),
                    Mayfair (from London), cane fields & horn pipes, King Lear & the Moor ,
                    Christopher Columbus, Michael Holding.

                    Some readers might cavil: this manoeuvre, set apart from modern-day
                    spikes of street tension, creates space for high culture cruising. And
                    the word play (the "hoodie in the hood", "the ship in citizenship")
                    makes nice rap moves, quickly taken, but seem designed to titillate
                    receding commonwealth sensibilities.

                    His metaphors might strike others as too easily summoned and put to 
                    work. Take his "Colour Poems", for instance, in which colours ring out
                    fresh (and not so fresh) twists of meaning: red, he writes, "makes an
                    art of bleeding slowly"; and  green "thrives on a single leaf's trans-
                    figuration".

                    In the wider Caribbean context, Agard's poetry calls to mind the
                    ground-raking "folk aesthetics" work of the Barbadian scholar-poet
                    Kamau Brathwaite (minus the shouter fonts, the return-home sense
                    of "mission".) You'll note the effort to disrupt patterns of thinking,
                    the shift towards new centres of creative energy; and the poet's
                    not-fully preparedness to embrace the literary legacy passed down
                    through the English tradition and old colonial schools.

                    "Travel Light Travel Dark" seems more like a contemporary dance
                    between the Queen's language and its creole relation; carried off here
                    with the level of clarity and responsible revelation you find first in the 
                    poetry of Guyana's Martin Carter.

                    Agard might have sensed that circumstances were perhaps right to
                    trigger a new conversation among not quite equals, across language 
                    borders, in a new interdependent framework  ̶  "I'm here to navigate
                    -/not flagellate/ with a whip of the past."  ̶  putting aside the recent
                    history of patronage or indifference; even as the issue of "reparations" 
                    with its long memory surfaces, and transAtlantic souls buckle up for
                    unfinished business.

                    "Travel Light Travel Dark" with its readiness to "engage" raises again the
                    possibility of open new gates for otherness. If you follow closely when
                    the poems are read  ̶  and Agard brings a weathery charm on stage for
                    his readings  ̶  you'll discover his roguish wit; thought loading when he
                    pauses; intensity as the old angst searches for new outlets, and today's
                    sea-crossing survivors attempt to wire a new connectedness.

                     It's a stimulating collection in its own way, far in front of the one-eyed
                    unrelenting banality of "progressive" thinking and practice in his native
                    land. It offers versions and conceits that might well sparkle on the
                    coffee table of England's now older monarch.   
                                                                                                 - Wyck Williams

                     Book Reviewed: "Travel Light Travel Dark", John Agard,  BloodAxe 
                     Books Ltd, (UK, 2013), 95 pgs.

 

           

 

FOR VIJINIE GIRL TOUCHED SHORE BIRD FLOWN

 

 

                   Those enclosed lamp lights in windows alert to passing
                  ship offers of first
mate  ̶̶  you'd wake and grace the morning
                  yearn the keys to cabin closets; the farthering stern boil
                  not yet under way.  

                                                                     That half moon need to know
                  how hearts on deck grasp grip at wanting grounding 
                  sheets of wave; first gush first outcry breaking sea 
                  weed dream to day. 

                  How else could you have felt the tide take floats of
                  innocence trembling, while conch shells
raise  ̶  what wind?
                  what change in webbed bird step whose unswept shore? 

                  The bare foot years the wish for paths for choice full
                  blooming styles; for moves past screaming
Madre mía!
                 
playing that teacher out for touch, the taxi drivers rear 
                  view cue; hot lid nails made cool with shadow polish.

                  Stitch by stitch, decorum easing pleats for peeks, that lust
                  mote wedge at the corner of eyes, young men on line on
                  hold importing sweets.

                                             The bark of dogs  ̶  the gates you dared!
                  stretch beats of wing  ̶̶  line curve in air.

                  From lies the sting you didn't expect in the Admin's bite left
                  neck memos. Thank the stars no Toyota blood pack swirling
                  terror dust blade upswing testing how far fast you run before
                  the tumble pins you down  ̶̶  goat foraging not far from grasses 
                  past when loins ate hair; brush close to scarf rules cheeks
                     
                  bright tight for after calls to prayer.                                 

                            Vida de mi vida  ̶  your lighthouse radiant
                       beam through storm so sure  ̶  long before tattoos
                       were vogue, our high seas etched high marks  ̶  
                       how you've grown, wave girl, now you're known.

                                                                                        – W.W. 

 

 

                         

             

                                                      

 

    

                              OBSERVANT
 

                         
                             If innocence is impulse without lust,
                             it is your guileless grace that I desire.
                             If tenderness is a rose's cool musk,
                             it is the perfume of your fresh petals
                             that touches, angels me, a faithful cloud
                             that will outlive my seedings of its rain.
                             If caution is a flower of value,
                             it is the bud of your care I would keep.
                             If watchfulness is an eager eagle
                             of vulnerability on the hunt
                             for a chance to bridge the nearest abyss
                             between this need for real food and that want
                             of warm wine, then I long to become one
                             alert feather of your generous wings.

                              (from "The Gift Of Screws" by Brian Chan)

 

 

                                

   

POEMS FOR VIJINIE BAD GIRL VIRTUAL BEING

 
                                                                                      

                                                                                 "Fu tru a libi faya      /   "Truly, life must be
                                                                          f ' wi masra Gado"  /    tough for the Lord."
                                                                                           ̶  Johanna Schouten-Elsenhout, "Virtue"

                           Vowed they would fix it, the flat tired nation, with memory
                         wound stitched, fiefdom pulp beats. Now fine tempers
                         bruise under their skin pecking orders, timers for youth 
                         oven access; the belt loose No, please! shielding.
                                                                                                No lift tools,

                         stems wait wilt. What foot stool custom helped them up
                         there, coin chests saddled upon you?
                                                                                                                                                         
                         Dot titles sharpening names, blade fall, the old imperial drum

                         role; things that matter less or more  ̶  brace to jump the track
                         rust of grail service. 
                                                      The wage estate's in shambles. Strip 
                         gangs burn cane reeds tender on strike dates. I run
                         with you I clear ash swirling air strips for you.

                         Their frog throats swell, low copy high swallow.
                                                                                                 Here's a path

                         for unexploded shells: spear tip the crab fist pounding
                         up through mud; seize the scuttled shore before the tide plays
                         out and longing dried in the sand holds, in the belly pincers.

                         Through thread veins, breath not ceding, run our conspiracy
                         file  ̶  did the barrels shipped back make it past the organ
                         swellers? inside you tossed on beds of river weeping? 
                                                                                                  Paddle, glide
                         like Amerindian; take for your parting prow this hand,
                         our midnight chart through forest quiet.

                         I sing paint dream you  ̶  You there, stay the course!  ̶  
                         I follow ways you stream, you swat the Admin's crevice fingers.
                         I wait with ointments, with oxygen tent, Enter keys.
                         On heart shelves, our expectations lined up,
                                                                                                    I reach
                         and dust spines of raptures chiming; not a grain slips by, 
                         Oh those glassed hours.
                                                                                -W.W.

                      

 

 

 

                         ATTRACTING A BRIGHT ANGEL

                 
                                                                     with the hint
                        of a horn to a quiet song, I know
                        you at once, your body all wings of light
                        lifted by its own music's waves of sure
                        breathing, yet hovering
                        between magnets of recognition and routine,
                        desire and duty, ah-yes! and oh-well,
                        your smile a mask of baffled power,
                        of your admission of now-or-never,
                        a chance you first deny through the exit
                        to never, before turning back to charge
                        our one heart's battery, your eyes' light over-
                        flowing its chalice towards my hunger
                        to be graced by the wingtips of your breath.                   

                          (from "The Gift Of Screws" by Brian Chan)

 

 

 

 

 

Review Article: PLEASURES AND MISFIRINGS OF MYTH

                                                                                                                                

      Characters in Edgar Mittelholzer's novel, Shadows                     
      Move Among Them, would have given considerable                            
      thought to the suggestion that ghosts or "jumbies"     __________________________ 
      as experienced in a forest environment were little        
      more than "electrical misfirings" of the brain. This       SHADOWS MOVE AMONG THEM
      viewpoint was put forward by scientists writing in                     by      
      an issue of the journal Nature. Human agents, they         Edgar Mittelholzer
      claim, by sending electrical impulses to the brain,
      could induce anyone to think "duppies" are real                 Peepal Tree Press, 
      entities.                                                                      England, 2010, 358 pgs

      In Shadows Mittelholzer's folk had their own theory    __________________________ 
      of ghosts and spirits. When asked to explain sometimes
    
        bizarre behavior in the jungle, one character described it as “myth pleasure”. This,
      he says, is when people exercise their creative imagination and amuse themselves in
      concordance with a code of make believe. “We here create our myths and
      conventions day by day and discard them as easily as we create them
”. Seen in such
      playful, rational terms and robbed of its ancient mystery and fears, life without spirit
      visitations could be managed with greater confidence even if futures remain
      indeterminable.

      Myth and innerworldly behavior have been central to the fiction of Wilson Harris. A
      cozy scholarly complex has built up around his books. The sequence of novels that
      comprise "The Guyana Quartet" was published between 1960 and1964. Using difficult
      prose Harris has argued (in "Tradition, the Writer and Society", 1967) against
      “realism”, asserting its “inadequacy” as a writer’s tool for exploring complexities in
      Caribbean history and peoples.
 
       Shadows was recognized in Time magazine as one of the significant works of fiction
      published in 1951, a “hard to classify novel.” It could be read today as a comic   
      parallel to Harris’ hyper-articulate folk taking off on metaphor-laden boat rides up
      the Canje river, finding at the very top the fabulous connectedness they want to find in
      "The Guyana Quartet". The humour and inventiveness in Shadows, the “mad slant”
      Mittelholzer brings to the Guyana landscape would appeal to many in the Caribbean,
      like folk in Trinidad, not disposed to “brood”.

      Europeans as anthropologists, Governors, missionaries, adventurers have been drawn
      to Guiana with its exploitable Interiors and underrepresented tribes. From
      Schomburgh to the Roths these very serious men have left us museums and maps and
      musty volumes of fadingly important information. In Shadows Mittelholzer employs
      emblematic Europeans as central characters and it is tempting to view the novel as a
      satirical commentary on those explorers who came before, and the dream merchants
      who  came after.

      Reverend Harmston, the central character, is unlike those early serious men.
      Educated at Oxford he brings his family to British Guiana in 1937 and takes them 100
      miles up the Berbice River. There he assumes the responsibilities of coroner, registrar
      and protector of Amerindian rights. Once settled he starts thinking, maybe he could
      build his own cross-cultural civilization amidst the splendour of rivers and vegetation,
      “the gruff roar of baboons” and those gentle residents of the forest, the Amerindians, 
      whose lives seem astonishingly in harmony with nature.
  
        It’s the imperial settler’s dream, after the search for Eldorado; and since he is miles  
      away from official Georgetown scrutiny Harmston wastes no time establishing (what
      years later in 1960s North American argot would come to be known as) “a hippie
      commune”.

       The location is an exotic-sounding place called Berkelhoost, an old plantation once
      owned by a Dutch family with an exotic name, the Schoonlusts. In 1763 the
      well-documented slave revolt took place. As events of that revolt unfold in
      Mittelholzer’s novel, the white family members were slaughtered, but strangely their
      17 year old daughter, Mevrouw Adriana Schoonlust, did not resist when threatened
      with sexual assault. Her life was spared and she became a servant of the slave leader,
      Cuffy, attending to his sexual needs, and doing secretarial chores since leader Cuffy
      couldn’t read or write.

       He forbids the consumption of alcohol at Berkelhoost, it’s against the settlement’s
      health code. He installs the core values of “hard work, frank love and wholesome
      pl
ay”. Order at the forest settlement is maintained with balata whips. Malefactors  
      are generously granted three chances to mend their ways. A fourth offence would
      lead to their “elimination” as incurably bad folk. Throughout all this Harmston’s
      autocratic style is never challenged.

       The Harmston development model is a basically simple one: shared responsibilities,
      plus a blending of European enlightenment and the “local influences”. His forest-
      dwellers are not entirely free to run around, having fun, half-naked in pursuit of
      interests and pleasures. Depending on their aptitudes the children are separated into
      “squads”, the Book squad, Drama squad, Labour Squad. Conditions are spartan but
      life though regimented is far from beholden to the Ten Commandments.

        Harmston sets up his own education system which requires immersion in the Best of
       European Culture: Chopin, “Aida”, Shakespeare, "The Ride of the Valkyries”; and
       reading US "Time" magazine.

 

 

                    


  

                 

            

       The European through whose interrogatory eyes we wander around the settlement is
       a tormented young man named Gregory. He arrives with a raft of personal “issues”
       that spring from crumpled nerves and marriage memories he can’t seem to erase. A
       psychiatrist had suggested a change of environment (the exotic climbs & discoveries
       in the Guianas) as a cure for these “issues”. Harmston considers him a refugee from
       an “over-civilized Europe”.

         Slowly he is drawn into the weirdness of the Harmston experiment and he begins to
        display weird, trancelike behaviours of his own.  In time he becomes the love interest
        of the Harmston girls – a precocious 14 year old who sends him notes (“My Flat Chest
        Burns For You”
) written in her blood; and 19 year old, sexed-up Mabel Harmston who
        wants to give up her free loving way with Amerindian boys and settle down.

         The problem for Gregory is, should he give up the securities of England (its night
        clubs, restaurants and banking system) and commit years of his life to a forestrial
        haven of corials, hairy spiders and those erotically-charged Harmston girls.

        Events in the novel are not all outlandishly funny. Mittelholzer manages to keep a
        thread of 1930s colonial credibility running through the pages. Lightning and thunder,
        torrential rains and the full moon intervene at hallucinatory moments of self-
        discovery; and though the benabs aren’t built with creaking doors things manage to
        go bump on the forest floor amidst all the insect and bird noise. His Europeans might
        come across as cartoony inventions, but the unambivalent depiction of the Berbice
        wilds is a measure of the author’s imaginative of the Guiana landscape, from city to
        forest and savannah.

         But where, you might ask, are the Guianese men and women in Shadows? Aside from
        the Amerindians who represent “the local influences”, they are miles away in George-
       town. These are the 1930s, remember. The brightest local minds, unrepresented in the
       in the novel, are probably preparing to set out for Oxford U., LSE and other hatcheries
       of new world ideas.  Years later they would return and, like Reverend Harmston, begin
       to commission their own earth-moving rigidities, be it “socialism” or “cooperative
       republicanism”, or the ethnic chauvinisim that still grips the land.

       With its European settler themes and characters Shadows Move Among Themfirst
       published in 1951, and reissued in 2010 with an escorting Introduction by Peepal Tree
       Press – could be read as Mittelholzer’s cautionary tale for our unsettled nation,
       starved for notice of any kind. In the jungle, he might be saying, be wary of white
       elephants and European dream-builders; and new mobile entrepreneurs, their seed
       bags bulging with  capital and big ideas. Like recurring omens they come to  Guyana
       in many postures and disguises. Some may not even speak in European tongues. A
       few might well be shape-shifting Guyanese.

        Grant them a wish, concessions, tracts of green virgin land anywhere, you never
       know what they’ll do next – the grand schemes they’ll devise, the human cost and
       waste if these grand schemes misfire.

       Book Reviewed:  “Shadows Move Among Them”:  Edgar Mittelholzer, Peepal Tree
       Press, England, 2010, 358 pages. (A version of this article appeared in 2007)

 

 

NEWS HIGH LIGHTS DARK INNOCENCE

 

 

                                                                 Requiem aeternam dona eis, Domine,
                                                         et lux perpetua luceat eis.”
      
                                                                                           – Requiem Mass

                                Mujeres in migraine storm, occupy a morgue,
                             naming, wanting the bodies of loved ones
                             struck numb in a prison fire.                                      

                             Fear borne refugees cross burnt fields away 
                             from villages ravaged by soldiers; drop infants
                             too heavy to carry, leave bones not keeping up.

                             Memo declassified: from men upright in blue
                             suits: to men with chest medal drawers: Our future
                             is in your hands. Burn their library.

                             Island school youth sentenced five years for stealing
                             spice mango sleeps back to the window –
                             fearing his bed – watching the door.

                             God shrilling warriors hurl stones, ferry open
                             coffins of comrades shot up check scarf streets;
                             gather again fresh, stone fresh.

                             Sun waxed plants stored away by squirrels
                             thirty two thousand years ago see,
                             disbelieving, skies of spring again, cheer scientists.

                             Days of glory, nights of stars – what, from nothing
                             fallen, buried for that first tribe stare touch word?
                             what something? whose voices of release?
                                                                                          – W.W.

  

                         

 

                                        PLAINER AND PLAINER

                                          my confusion
                                       of voice and eye, nothing
                                       left to prove or
                                       improve: a plain peace

                                       sculpting certain
                                       ghosts drifting in and out
                                       of time, the wind caught
                                       by an ancient curtain:
         
                                       sketches of essences,
                                       graphs of a stare
                                       whose centre is any,
                                       whose aim is all.

                                         (from “Fabula Rasa” by Brian Chan)

 

REAL QUICK TRAFFIC REPORTS (& OTHER SIGNALS)

 

 

                  LAST LICKS BEFORE EXIT  


              Old folk will tell you the sound of death
              approaching, as gunmen traffic up yours, is like
              potow pow-pow on our island; while elsewhere boosh
              you hear as death's pointy face, next up
              & piqued, leaves a hot then warm bed chamber.

              According to my source gun down you don't
              that way; straight up I'm saying: when death moves in,
              usually unalloyed, no Aloha you hear, no Jehovah
              vending door smile; though just before the decresend

              souls standing (fates in waiting?) in white
              light; your life so far exploding stars blowing
              by in meteor swoosh or keynotes flashing –

              the au revoiree falls, or staggers clutching, climbing. Now
              by chance if near the exit ramp you en passant
              are willing to lend assistance, be prepared 
              to listen for time up syllables red spread refusing,
              like mama mia, mai; or moeder, muddafucker

              still breathing? then make a cradle of one arm
              while with free fingers 112 speed dial ("Stay
              with me", till you find out mainframe's unplugged);
              and thank your Krishna the Lord for cellphones,
              there you go, there. you. go.

                  Meanwhile moments of silence
                  give even bell strokes
                  pause: crescent tumor flood bitches sons –
                  what train we didn't hear coming?

                                                                   -W.W.

 

 

             
     


 
  

 

 

               
                              BUSINESS AS USUAL   


                        In night's grave beyond my floor
                        one more motor throbs like Poe's
                        heart, a gaping door's
                        slammed shut
                        and another ghost moves on
                        to his latest rock of smoke. 

                        I who know no rest must feel
                        such stabs of proof that other
                        hearts will refuse to stay put
                        as edged mirrors of my own
                        pursuit of nothing but breath

                        so that when some other knife
                        of night splits my heart enough
                        to make this dream of blood burst,
                        I will have been well rehearsed
                        in both leaving and never.

                       (from "Fabula Rasa" by Brian Chan)

POEMS FOR SHORT OF BREATH (& CURVED THE BLADE)

 

                
         Got one virgin banana fo' you, gyal, the taxi 
         driver through road grind heat tried, braking
         for a straggle of cows sun stroked reneging; a cigarette
         like fare scout behind his right ear. Thighs chafe.

         He come home last night late; not one word; gone
         out again, her mardi gras cleavage cried; wetting
         the plants in her nightie, the shaggy dog on the patio
         panting paying she no mind. Sinus caverns next.

         In Japan Ministers does bow & resign for cracking
         bad jokes, which reminds me – Lexi, schedule
         a press briefing; and where the whip? I go show
         these mokos who they playing with here. Jumbie rider.

         House hush up, he does want to kneel over my face
         with it, belly like pumpkin blooming, finger grip
         for hand cuff. I does turn mih head. And vex so if
         curry shrimp and choka not ready. stuffing in. you wait.

         I don't want to sound political in terms of
         statistics per se power pointing the authenticity of
         narco white whale identifiers – yes, pass by me nah - Wahab,
         the Lighthouse man – coast guardian of the nation.

         For Lexi a towel wrap round like sarong after bath up
         dates her heritage East; plus flights to Japan for banker
         boyfriend noodle slurping dragon breath ocean tonnage high rise.
         In working order, her parachute; inside the zaboca, her home.

         After noon high blue on our island – like from 3 to 6? – the long
         way home from schoolhouse, impulse and restraint;
         that bad mind in khaki, eyes following we – ay aay
         aaay! – stop phone and listen: hell's cross road sweet vendors.
                                                                              – W.W.

 

 

                


 
 


 

                VERSE LYRIC

                Sometimes, it's possible, all of it, to feel
                one has actually lived, has actually had
                a life, has – even as it's slipping away
                into the cracks of other lives, other worlds
                as they are slipping down the throat of one's own

                Sometimes I don't even have to talk like that,
                don't have to think, can simply lean at the top
                of invisible stairs in a house of sleep
                and entertain my bloodstream and my breath and
                the routine stabs and groans off the wall of time

                Sometimes I can kiss your mouth and that's enough
                or enough the wanting only, the waiting
                for desire to take its own sweet shape without
                our having to manipulate a moment
                into some puffy proof of our rock of love

                Sometimes as now when there is nothing to say
                I can open my mouth or a book and sing
                or read my life of love, no less, in the most
                artificial lyrics of liars long dead
                and such magic outlives a million amens
           
                          (from "Scratches On Air" by Brian Chan) 

 


 

POEMS FOR LOVE SPUN HOME (& SWEPT AWAY)

 

                                                                               for Sandra L. and Alison K.

         I

         
      When they returned like seamen from trawler toil – with Hons.
      tales of head winds cold, tastes acquired (for excellent wines,
      say) – a village heart just had to have one. Indra snagged
      hers the night he spilled his drink; she fussed with napkins,
      touched a purple stain, jamoon desire. (Estranging logic
      strings our castnets and dreams, shaghopper.)

      Dry walls and ankle bells could mute nightie passion,
      sheets smiling. Indra learned to furrow the plough
      place lips up loading the plough man – Flag?
      what easy virtue honour shame? when a girl
      bone sensors high alert! moves out wants
      in for the pound?  

      After the first child she tired, wait nah, he picked on her
      house care 'not geisha', politique oblige leaving her out; for
      each shed tear a name. Rivuleting through hot irons heart blisters
      she'd gather down stream from his singlet & silence; bhaji boil,
      done.

      II

      
      Indra shaped out the day the alter hero sailed in – an ecofriendly
      Canadian on assignment, mast head stiffened by how the races
      seemed to get along; proof of which he took back. (Love conquers,
      the wharf dwarfs the ship; take a cruise, you'll see, bloghopper.)

      In his suburb docked away seems now she's doing just fine;
      a second child's come along plus wardrobe for seasons
      leaf raking the attic and Omigod! headlights on deer.
      Ok, flag wavers, prance: bare navel gaming the other;
      the tribe betrayed; cow shedding all along.

      Up wining wings expecting gyurl with braids? grip comfort
      while you wait. World traveled miles make nest ballooning
      news; for canefield stems chic fodder, Vedic kokers embittering
      fuse. Incoming over soon, packed camel heart.
                                                                       – W.W.


                


 

 

 

                          WE MEET, 

                                embrace and then I can but lean
                    in silence towards you like a bough full
                    of fruits listening for the voice of the earth-
                    locked roots that feed it: you and I are of
                    the same tree of disinterested passion,
                    ardour well-behaved 'as a guide or mode
                    of hope' that will not call its name for fear
                    of so slackening the rope of balance taut
                    between not enough and too much, the path
                    of light above the circus-sand sprouting
                    dry grooved totems to the gods of routine
                    that promise plastic fruits and cowards' nets
                    of if for when (as we fear, so we must)
                    we fall.
      
                       (from "Gift Of Screws" by Brian Chan)

 


                  

POEMS FOR PAIN GRATITUDE LOSS (& HARDSHIP ISLANDS)

               
            
   PAIN

              "Overnight, pardner, a corbeau drop one  
               on yuh boy brand new (dhal colour) cruise;
               and now watch him driving to work,
               no time to stop and car wash;
               at the traffic light, in the three lane crawl
               is work that drop working on the car paint."

              "I know the feeling. That does hurt, boy."

             
               GRATITUDE

              "When de Minista find them a big work
               they so excited, 1st paycheck they bring
               a mango fo' he."

              "That could cause problems fo' de Minista."

              "Nah, once the mango below 2000 yuh clear."
               Over 2000 you might have something to declare."    

     

  

             


 

 


                HARDSHIP

               "Is why you walking so slow? like
                you in turtle speed."

               "Is tired I tired, hear nah:
                last week was pain no gain at the airport. Mon.
                I had three wheelchair. Tue.
                I had four wheelchair. Wed.
                I had five wheelchair. I had
                was to call in sick the next day.
                Is strain & drain pushing dem old people, boy."

                   


               GONE ARE THE DAYS

                           
                Sign on the front gate: Beware Of The Dog.
                Fella in yuh yard, he bust through the back fence,
                he looking plum & mango – "And I talk to him
                about it" – gone are the days.

                Your pit (maul pampered, not Johnson & Johnson) ketch
                him red rump like agouti, you proud of the moment.
                Medic pronounce him blood lost on arrival, 
                fellas in white overalls cart him away.

                Yuh pit name Caesar, all who jump the fence
                must render unto Caesar – gone are the days.
                Is eyepassing, right? what he doing in yuh yard?
                the laws of the tall grass; is sad, one less.

                Some dogs dangerous, some fellas gone baddest;
                temperament shots some dogs and fellas need.
                Hosing down the scene, still proud of the moment?
                for plum and mango? – gone are the days.

                Wave something and goodbye - ripped souls beg comprehension,
                old wounds refresh unseen; easy to bed time night lime,
                pretend your hands wash clean. Oi, down the road I
                gone, boy; that bass and steel drum play mean.
                                                                                  -W.W.