DIVERGENT FATES: IKAEL TAFARI

         When he entered the University of the West Indies (Mona, Jamaica) in
September
1968, his name was Michael Hutchinson; from a privileged white
family, a former
student of Harrison College, Barbados, one of the island’s elite
high schools. When he returned nine years later to his
island home he had
changed. He was Ras Ikael Tafari, lush beard wearer of his
new faith; and fierce
believer in the prophetic eminence of Haile Selassie I.

He would join the faculty of Social Sciences UWI (Cave Hill, Barbados) as
lecturer. From his campus base he would become active in Pan African affairs,
joining the Pan African Commission in 1997. In 2004 he was appointed its
director. He died in May 2008.

Had he chosen a different island campus (say, St Augustine, Trinidad) or Faculty
           (Medicine) he might have been sufficiently insulated from events and tempta-
tions during the Walter Rodney street
upheavals in ‘68. So volcanic was that
event it would take many years for the fallout
of cultural values and
assumptions to resettle.

                                A rearrangement of social boundaries between blacks, browns and 
001    whites was in full swing in the island in the early 70s.  Many
students,
carrying the heaviness of parental expectations, elected
to rise above the
turmoil. They stayed focused on tertiary aspirations,
arguing, This is not
my island; no need to get involved. It seemed a
rational, commensense approach. It was adopted by, for instance,
many Indians from Trinidad, many blacks from the Bahamas.                                                                                        

          Ikael’s immersion in the Nyabinghi faith  ̶  or how he became
“radicalized”  ̶ 
was gradual. The first signs of inner transformation
were the changes in
his features: from a clean-face innocence to
facial hairness and marijuana’d
eyes; his general appearance
roughened-up as if to blur his distinctive island origins.

         His language and modes of communing slowly altered. The tools of academic
discourse were put aside or interspersed with the messianic I-Words
of Rasta
I-Manity. At times a self-conscious smile played on his face seeming
to question
what he was doing; how he was entering himself, seizing the moment on the
island.

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          My whole life changed…when I went to Jamaica,” he would say later. In many
ways those w
ere extraordinary post-Walter Rodney days. Youth culture had
been at the
forefront of rebellious activity in European capitals (Paris in ’68).
Some of that youth optimism carried
over to the 70s in Jamaica where praises to
de youth dem’
formed part of an ascendant reggae romanticism.

At the same time a unique confluence of brilliant teachers, students, pioneers
in thought and creativity had emerged in Kingston; young men and
women in
the prime of their intellectual & creative life: among them Vaughn
Lewis,
Kamau Brathwaite, Rex Nettleford (professors); Owen Arthur, Bruce
Golding,
Ralph Gonsalves (students) Bob Marley, U Roy, Count Ossie (music
pioneers).

With minds & talents functioning at their highest capacity, the campus was
bright with ideas for changing the course of Caribbean history and politics. Few
were aware of the
roles and destinies they would later be asked to fill.

Among his friends Ikael encouraged a kind of introspective “reasoning”, a variant
of Walter Rodney’s “groundings” with the underclass.
They were in effect inter-
personal (I & I) “conversations”; confessional at the
beginning, speculative
often; filled with disruptive insight and hypothesis.

Listening. you sensed his anxiety about his blue-eyed identity, the “sins” of his
privileged upbringing. He worried, too, about his
postgraduate role in an
intellectually unaccommodating region – how would he fit
back in? Jamaica
           offered a laboratory for experiment and redefinition.  After Rodney, “conscious”
students pursued the w
ayward possibilities for (self) discovery by venturing
outside, into the wards
and valleys of Kingston.

           His conversations gave early indications of what he would later become: the
good shepherd of the Nyabinghi, its philosopher-scribe. Not
just giving
intellectual validation to the faith, or working in an advocacy
role (as trade
union rep, or academic housekeeper). He believed the Ras had the
power to
transform & rebuild the region’s human resources after the
depredations of
plantation. “Rastafari is the most important consciousness to have arisen in the
20thcentury.”
he’d said. The House of Nyabinghi would be his psychic fortress.

Tiny ironies caught our student attention. Though the island “masses” listened
to the proactive message in Bob Marley’s Get up, Stand up, and wept when
they
remembered Zion, their hearts  ̶  believing deliverance would come from
above, not from abroad  ̶  felt comforted singing
along to the frustration and
hope in Max Romeo’s Let the Power Fall on I.  

Our minds turned often to issues of island sexuality. How to explain the nexus of
the unreflecting, carnal male, the luscious women, batty bwoy repugnance?
  There were readily
available theories linking behaviours to ‘persistent poverty’,
ignorance, unemployable
rude energies, the groiny power of the powerless; or
the island’s peculiar legacy
from the plantation, its testosterone blessing
and curse.

Whatever the cause, Ikael was confident self-destructive practices and norms
could be changed, communities rehabilitated; change would begin when
islanders looked
to Africa and embraced the transforming values and majesty of
the Ras.

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            In 2003 there was news he had launched a book, Rastafari in Transition: Politics
of Cultural Confrontation in Africa and the Caribbean (1966-1988) Volume 1.
He talked
about the unfinished nature of “my work”; the dry interest shown by
an
old-thinking UWI academy. He issued apocalyptic warnings: “We are in the
last hour of time. Look at Daniel 1, read from verse 36.”

            Then came his appointment in 2004 as Director of the Commission for Pan
African Affairs  ̶  “I have waited a long time in my life for the opportunity to
make this contribution.”  ̶ 
and the trust placed in him by the Barbados Govt.
The appoint
ment was met with disquiet even in Rastafarian circles. Angry
messages ques
tioned whether a white Barbadian face was “truly representative”
of Pan
African affairs in Barbados. (In 2008 it was reported he’d been “fired”
from the position.)

Ikael spoke of death back then with the coolness of indestructible youth, as if the
lining of his lion heart would ward off the
encroachment of mundane infections.
(Statins and cholesterol were not yet a
conspicuous part of the vocabulary of
physical wellbeing.) Belief in the power
of Jah, in the moral universe of the Ras
would form a natural mystic firewall, unbreachable
by the diseases of Babylon.

It is tempting to consider his state of mind in his last hour on earth. From all
accounts he had gone to Trinidad to deliver a lecture on
African Liberation. At
some point he complained of feeling unwell and returned
to his hotel. He was
found unconscious in his room, and pronounced dead at
the hospital (apparently
of heart attack.)  It is difficult, then, to imagine the
conversation with himself as
he waited for that gathered cardiac storm to pass;
as he slipped from “conscious-
ness” into that silent zone (or Zion) of the hereafter.


            He was an extraordinary individual in a time of extraordinary events. He dared as
student to leap into realities outside theory
& textbook, mastering the
knowledge he found there. He seemed determined to
redirect the narrative of
his life, to construct a new persona fusing elements from
the African continent
and his disassembled island psyche.

Those who joined his conversations will remember the way he showed up after
days of island trod, looking loose, street-weathered, the blue eyes
ablaze with
new I-World “visions”; his metamorphosis in fevered progress. Sceptical
as some
of us remained, the conversations helped adjust our thinking about the
world.
His evolving faith-based sureness of self threw light on roads not taken,
the
labours of One Love gone now.

It was good and pleasant to know him. In those seminal student years he was Lion
of the void. Yes, I.

(A version of this post appeared elsewhere in 2008)