GROUND SWELL OF LONELY

  

               
           Fat hunger finds a church where Wednesday readers huddle
           over the Bible
trying to measure how our loneliness moves  ̶   
           the
pastor kept secrets, a mother's sleep loss; an uncle who feeds 
           scraps
of guiltiness to roof pigeons. 
                                                               Sworn knees worn . bosom
          
bliss closed . Say grace the last fixed wing.

           And here's one more, a game bored soul core alabaster, who
           knocks on the door; no hymn no hood. And true to faith
           the study circle toss suspicion link him
in  ̶  till he pulls out
           the Charleston intervention nobody prays for . severing kin.

                                                                                                 Man
           kind hands count as grass scythe swings long weeds depose; thigh
           organ swells that squeeze the peace released at peak. Okay, but
           what does that mean?  the delivery man lingers. 
                                                                                     
Caught you . back
           from the camel park where each hump matters . minds jog dark.

                                                    Hearts halved bewildered sealed  ̶  here's
           healing news : custom services resume as Sundays follow uncorked
           nights to cold bed rocks . unsaved noons.

                                                            With phone cam?  Yes, you can  ̶  
           take pictures of Redeemer come high mass : shots overhead of corn
           field rich, disciple table; the message belt criss-cross on leader
           chest . stones waiting for the devil.

              Once 20th Century Studios worked cavalry magic rescuing
                blue on silver screens; tears choked you gum chew blood
                 due burbling up.

                                                                               – W.W. 

                     
                  

     

                                      [ In mem. Charleston, S.C.    * June 2015  *    Souls taken ]

 

 

                            APARTMENTS    

  
                           Between one loneliness of focus called me
                          
and two others over there each called tree
                          
dart two birds unknowing such terms
                          
by drafting ribbons of connection between
                          
isolations of tree and tree and these eyes
                          
and these fingers emulating wings at play,

                           for what else can a winglessness hope to do
                          
but try despite its cage of terms to be
                          
a bird of language that might start
                          
to reveal the web of invisible links
                           
lacing everything together underneath
                          
this crust of apartments built word by glazed word.

                            (from "The Gift Of Screws"  by Brian Chan)